Wednesday, July 3, 2013


Part 1:  Sexual Healing, not by Nuke but... PUKE Power!
by Silvio Merkel

1. Revoltingnes- capacity to elicit revulsion
2. A-lister gays- homosexuals who can't stomach sex with other gay men
3. Kevlarite gays- homosexuals with Kevlar-like stomachs- eat everything, puke nothing

4. Charlatans- please read the preceding 4 articles
5. Charlatanic- pertaining to the Chartlatans

Finally, we'll discuss the treatment proper of Homosexual Disease. It is based on the manipulation of the  revulsion commonly elicited by homosexuals & homosexuality on most people. Even among  majority of homosexuals themselves, most effectively among those gays who can't stomach sex with other gays (the so-called A-listers). As it turned out, nature always loves irony: the revolting power of gays is not a curse, it is actually a blessing. Properly harnessed, it could heal them.

We don't presume that we discovered sexual conversion and ours is the only modality. There have been many incidents where other people claimed conversion- be it religious, medical, etc. Suffice to say, it only proves there is indeed sexual conversion, and there are many ways to achieve it. The sad thing is these conquerors are turned into villains by the charlatanic section of the media, when instead, they should be applauded for their success seemingly against all odds. We licked the most vile enemy, one so mighty that a charlatan, despite his delusions of being "intellectual", can't summon enough common sense to imagine its demise. One thing was always clear, there has never been any definitive confirmation that the enemy couldn't be defeated. The failure of the outed ones, which dark charlatan forces are manipulating to suit their devious political agenda, doesn't invalidate the success of the victors. Unfortunately, Homosexual Disease is an embarrassing disease so success is something you won't see the victors bragging about. They will just be too happy to live silently their normal heterosexual lives.

Homosexual Disease still has many victims. We should help them heal instead of patronizing them with political pretensions which don't offer real salvation but just allow charlatans, in their effort to convince themselves they are above their pretensions, to play with everybody else, leading to cultural degradation and even generalized  decline. The delusion proposed by charlatans is that through evolution, even the most revolting will eventually become acceptable. They should pray for a mutation because even reality turns finicky when faced with revulsion. Look around because we don't have to guess: Gay disease marriage has been on for a decade but you can't see the few suckers evolving exponentially in their numbers relative to the total gay population in those ignorant countries that adopted it. Neither are the gays in those declining areas  more respected now than gays in more compassionate religious countries like Brazil or the Philippines (both countries are staunchly Catholic, btw, but in real everyday lives, they are First World in gay acceptance compared to the supposed secular West which is virtually still the Third World whose noisy "progress" lives mainly in the recitation of revulsion-defying political mantras). After a decade of gay disease marriage in the Netherlands, they had a campaign to urge gay soccer players to come out because nobody was coming out, but still -not a surprise- nobody bothered.  Why should they? It doesn't mean just because one is gay, he is automatically a fool, or that he has lost his gag reflex  In fact, despite all the noise, I can still see most of those I know to be comfortable in the closet. One incredible thing happened though: those on the know are now neoheterosexuals.

In this era of second-rate parliaments and courts,  one should trust one's own common sense in navigating going forward. How much really is the say of gays in this morass of pretentious politics? You know this one came from the same suspects because of the familiar script of the charlatanic contrived sectoral wars, which is also the one used to degrade  -voila- the  feminist struggle. Is it really mainly a problem of Homosexuals vs. Heterosexuals to bolster the simplistic "anti-Patriarchial" politics used to hoodwink second-rate intellectuals to become pawns for simplistic culture wars? I was silently celebrating straight guys in this blog when suddenly, here came these ghosts telling me the correct way to desire. To think these were the types who sexually disgusted me all along & they had the gall to politically harrass me to swallow my revulsion and consider them sexual objects. You know, one should just be honest. No, the problems of gays are not due to high-fallutin' Patriarchy, Religion, Heteronormativity and other self-deluding  mumbo-jumbo but plain revoltingness which one's senses can easily validate. Muscle mountains hungrily  looking at your organ in the urinal? An old man in leather hot pants seductively staring at you hoping you have a steel stomach? The knack of charlatans to mumble "Equality" mantras doesn't change what is rumbling in your gut. In the end, the final victims will be gays who will be forced to swallow their vomit all on the pretense that it is progressive to swallow one's vomit.

The politics of the charlatans are outdated. My resistance is not a push-back to their modernization pretension, but a jump over and above their outdated delusion. In a dawning era of more frenetic competing modernities (we'll borrow that term from British author Martin Jacques), the charlatanic  is a throwback to the heydey of the now declining pretensions (which will be quickly ignored like any has-been. Wishing otherwise is, as history perennially confirms, a delusion: the gay Greek delusionals were annihilated at Cheronea, lest we forget.). As we keep on repeating, nature loves ironies: when the Euroland became the richest part of the planet, that's the time they tottered instead. The charlatans will finally swallow their tounges, at their noisiest. It just means, modernity is not one-way, there are better superhighways. And you'll find that the modernity that preserves revulsion is the least preferable one. The latter is the option presented by the charlatans: gays should live with their revulsion. Gay disease marriage will ensure they do. Gag Reflex atrophy, charlatanic modernization for you.

I consider the charlatans the new terrorists. They've fostered a culture of smoke and mirrors, where you suddenly find you have been duped by their experts one day, then swallowing your vomit the next. Not only in economics, mind you. Well, at a time when experts are dime a dozen, it's not safe to be a victim. The charlatans are always on the lookout for supposed victims as props for the political dramas where they can advance their dark agenda. Everybody is actually a victim. The nice old lady who politely keeps a straight face while  nicely talking to a Muscle Mary  doesn't want to humiliate him but in her efforts to keep a jolly face, she might have lost already her appetite for lunch. The gays are, of course, victims of fate, but all those who deal with them are effectively victims themselves because they could well be fighting their own stomachs. Who victimized who?

Everybody is a victim of the charlatans who just have to sneak in their "Equality" mantra at all cost or they will be forced to face the fact that they are as simplistic as their contrived slogans. Revolted is equal to revolting?  How? By forcing the revolted to swallow his vomit and let the revolting freely spread his revoltingness?


Ultimately this blog is about freedom. If anybody has a right to revolt you and is encouraged to be free to flaunt it, then others have a right to be revolted and be free to express it. Nature is a Stimulus-Reaction phenomenon but recent human rights pretensions have actually violated your capacity to react because you are straitjacketed by simplistic political correctness, hypocritical victimization dramas and other hare-brained "intellectualisms". What do you think will happen to the bottled up revulsion? It's not hate that inflicts the most damage because hatred needs immediate resolution, it easily dissipates some of its lethal energy through a knee-jerk recourse like revolutions. Revulsion mostly stays in the background but it can steadily simmer like a volcano for a longer time until it just has to puke and explode and it will be more lethal because of the stronger pent-up pressure. Could it be that revulsion, not hatred, created the most ghastly political catasthrophes like the Holocaust? If people were really hated, they would have been immediately annihilated. The fact that some were allowed to co-exist for a long time all but  bottled up the  sour  stomachs until they just had to finally heave out with a more deadly explosive force?

When you have to puke, you don't have time to control it by reciting political mantras. You just puke.

Meanwhile, we wait for the revulsion to steadily collect force...


I was totally a hedonist before, the earlier editions of this blog are proof. But just because you dealt with the way of the flesh before, it doesn't necessarily mean you don't evolve from there. There's life outside the orgasms, and there's more to life than the charlatanic interpretation of life on this earth. A reader asked when will I finally write about my newfound faith. I found Faith when I was already a neoheterosexual and three women started me on my way. They were all originally secular feminists. I met many of them because if was easier to have sex with them after my conversion. But women, feminist or not, are prone to fatal attraction. I was after the sex but they fell in love. The fact that they eventually tried to use Religion to win me made me curious. But I will tackle that later on after our discourse on the treatment of Homosexual Disease.

Suffice to say again, Religion doesn't have anything to do with Homophobia. Homophobia is normal, it is simply revulsion to  gross stimuli. I discussed this in a previous article, I'll touch it again down below.


Can a heterosexual turn gay? For the last 18 months, we have been silently conducting an experiment. We almost believed it is really only one way because our volunteer subject claimed he was never stimulated by any of the nude videos of the Caucasian models we have arrayed for him for more than a year. Then there was a blip. A few months ago, he noted he was fascinated watching the nude Japanese male  (with noticeable changes in his vital signs like increased heart rate, etc.). His preference for women was Asian. The Japanese male was smooth and more beautiful than handsome. Was his libido tricked by the visuals that the normal stimulus-reaction went haywire? However, that turned out to be isolated, he had no reaction the next time, but still, we determined that we expand the experiment. He has been downloading Japanese GV (gay videos) for the last few months ever since but I am beginning to suspect cold feet (Lol). He claimed he hadn't found the time to fully watch one, just scanned them,  but he proposed to start a new blog instead where he could feature the real personas of the Japanese AV (adult video) stars (incredibly, he was able to trace 40% of the models just using the internet, and many of them are now married and have families). He can speak Japanese, & it is this sudden interest on the Japanese that infected me to join in and learn it. We'll try to continue but others can do it too following the initial lead provided above. Some volunteers somewhere may be willing to take the full risk.

Meanwhile, I checked again if my sexual desires have reverted to its diseased homosexual state. In a certain country, it was still easy to hook up straight athletes, and I did it easily, but this time, I drank with them without asking for sex. I am free.

I will never forget though what my homophobic chic friend Greg once said, "Gays were born to ensure no sexy straight guys will have money problems. There's a continuous supply for a gay man to help (lol,  with Greg, ridiculous are the Gay vs. Straight dramas, the cornerstone of the charlatanic script) The world will be a better place if no sexy straight guy would have money problems, no gay deceiving himself he was better off swallowing his vomit and all gays revelling amidst nights of full-strength, totally undiluted, heterosexual testosterone".

That is, until he is cured.


A. Therapeutic Schema for Sexual Conversion (for both gay men & lesbians):
A. A-lister Homosexuals, without physical or vocal manifestations of their sexual orientation
1. Primary Phase- Revulsion Enchancement for future straights (REFS)
2. Secondary Phase- Heterosexual Desire Resuscitation (HDR)
B. Kevlarites, without physical or vocal manifestations of their sexual orientation
1. Dekevlarization- conversion of a Kevlarite into an A-lister
3. HDR
C. Bisexuals
C1. If he is A-lister
1. If he is mostly heterosexual, then it's only REFS
2. If he is more on the Homosexual side, then HDR is needed as well
C2. If B-lister
1. Dekevlarization
2. 1&2 of C1
C3. If they have physical or vocal manifestations, refer to D
D. Congenitally Outed Gays
1. A& B, depending if they are either A-lister or Kevlarite
2. Physical & Speech therapy
3. Surgery, mostly Plastic


I wrote before the most revolting part of being an A-lister is if you mistakenly had sex with a closet sister. Even now, despite the noisy declarations of those who allegedly "came out", most of the closet sisters remained closet and they would feign they were straight up until they couldn't fake it anymore on the bed. I dreaded the "toilet moments"- that is,'re eyeing what you thought was straight in a party but, whoa, he would suddenly stare back... seductively,... and, there goes the realization... he was a sister... and  you really would want to run and puke into the toilet. But what if you actually mistakenly had sex with one and you suddenly realized he was gay after you've already swallowed his cum?

I was never fooled but my former sister Greg was, and what do you know, he kept puking for days. He said he kept imagining the sashaying cum in his mouth and gut and he would immediately just puke. He was admitted in a hospital for dehydration.

We can call his reaction Homophobia. So what should he do, swallow his puke just so he won't be called homophobic? I say call black "black" and white "white". There are such things called maturity and common sense and the offense and emotional distress suffered by so-called "victims" according to the charlatans are actually suffered by everybody if they don't learn to be mature and be accepting of  what they really are beyond the convenient political mantras. We are all victims before revulsion.

Ironically, homophobia, or revulsion, is actually our friend. It is our treatment.

To an A-lister, Therapeutic Homophobia is simple. Sometimes, you have sex with a supposedly guaranteed straight but you won't repeat anymore with him when you are suddenly nagged by suspicions he may not be "that straight" after all just because he readily consented to be anally penetrated, etc. Or you lose interest to a straight boy just because you learned he had oral sex with a particularly revolting (at least to you) fag and you develop this sense the boy became icky after being "contaminated" by the latter. Those are simple capricious perceptions but they are enough to lose your sexual attraction to a straight boy. If they are so, how much more the really revolting processes?

The really revolting things next.

Keep an open mind. You'll be surprised. Next on Part 2 of a 5-part series on the treatment of Homosexual Disease.