Tuesday, October 1, 2013

TREATMENT OF HOMOSEXUAL DISEASE: Congratulations, My Neoheterosexual Friends!

By Silvio Merkel 

Part 3. Sexual Healing, not by Nuke, but Puke Power  

1. Revoltingness- capacity to elicit revulsion 
2. A-lister Gays- gays who can't stomach sex with other gays
3. Kevlarite Gays- gays who can eat anything as if they have Kevlar stomachs 
4. Charlatans- read all the post with "Treating" in their title 5. Charlatanic- pertaining to Charlatans 
6. Therapeutic Homophobia- sexual conversion modality based on the natural revoltingness of homosexuals. 
7. False Flag- false event presented as true to serve a certain dark agenda  

This is the third in our series on the treatment of Homosexual Disease. We'll start discussing in detail the treatment here (discuss this with your therapist). A detailed therapeutic session- a guide on how to go about it more formally- is described below. An A-lister homosexual, he who can't stomach sex with other homosexuals, can immediately dive in. But we'll also start suggesting measures on how a Kevlarite can start chipping on their hitherto formidable sexual taste. A more extensive discussion on that will be presented in the last post, the culmination of the series, (the ultimate liberating process which we call "Dekevlarization"). I helped design one for a particular actor which, unknown to him, had all along all the ingredients needed to cure his disease and finally be free from revulsion.

According to quacks: Be happy you're gay because "it's modern anyway". Be honest now, is anybody really happy being gay... forever?

Freedom? You are supposed to be happy because you are free to shout you're gay. Gays have been shouting they were gay for millions of years- but voila! they are still gay. Will political and social change really give meaningful improvement on the lives of gay men? Try transferring a piece of shit over a marble surface and you will see it will still be shit. Try changing the marble into diamond and it will still be shit. What if the shit is the one turned into diamond instead? What if you can actually stop being gay? How about freedom from Homosexual Disease?  

How can one even pretend he's free if his choice is just limited to remaining diseased and abnormal forever?

After all the political pretensions have lost their novelty-just like after the election of a Black president revealed Blacks are still mostly poor, and are getting poorer- the gay man will still be gay. After a few women executives broke the gender ceiling, the vast majority of women will still prefer their traditional roles, and gay will still be gay. Some gay celebrities will earn vast sums of money as charlatanic incentive to come out publicly (so be used politically) but gays will still be gay. A-listers will still puke when seduced by a Kevlarite, and I just pray most Kevlarites will regain sanity earlier or they will get old repressing their revulsion.

 To think, a gay man need not have been gay more than necessary after all. Most times, politics fool you you are getting something, and this one is the biggest con. But small mercies are only for simpletons.

Or was everything just a distraction so as not to see the real, bigger muck? It was a shock, then hilarious, seeing nobody believed the mainstream charlatanic press in the recent Syria WMD sitcom. Welcome to the "cool" Smoke & Mirrors set, baby! It was from these propaganda mouthpieces that you read homosexuality was not a disease and was incurable. Good to know we're not the only ones who recognized the pretensions of these quacks. It's sad, deception and ignorance have become the final currency in these times of normalized decline.

 After I turned neoheterosexual, though I had a far more privileged sex life than most, I was surprised I suddenly felt as if I escaped from hell. Frankly, the present deception on gays is one of the false flags which contributed to the current normalized generalized decline. However, we can see a better future.

 There are game-changing implications of the treatment of Homosexual Disease:

1) The conversion of the homosexual RESPONSE ultimately means homosexuality as a disease can be eliminated, BUT there may be residual abnormal PHYSICAL manifestations in neoheterosexuals so additional therapy is needed for the lisps, the swaying hips & all the other "revolting" stuffs (which we should thank, by the way, because they helped stoke our revulsion which greatly facilitated the therapy from the start).

2) The physical deficits can then be categorized as MERE DISABILITY, an entirely different political animal altogether, thus a lisping neoheterosexual can still be "altruistic" targets by mercenary activists so they have somebody to pretend to help and not lose the propaganda money. But they no longer have to wade into sexual waters where their ignorance has caused great damage. A converted queen with residual feminine manifestations can then become a mere cross-dresser, for example. (But time to chase criminally those activists who gave hormones because they did great damage to people who trusted their compassionate ignorance).

There are already many laws targetting disabled persons, they should only be reinforced. Homosexuality should be declared a public health hazard. This will be apparent as we go deeper in our discussion..


This is true compassion, offering something that solves a problem, not merely cosmetic changes to the sorrounding.

Be forewarned this therapeutic modality is based on revulsion. If you're gay, this will be the most important document in your life. We're still discussing the "Induction of Revulsion Responses", the first part of the Therapeutic Homophobia program.

 This program was based on our analysis of my spontaneous sexual conversion (Please refer to the preceding article). My heightened revulsion to the proliferation of gays in the gym & in beefcake references (the initial triggers) set off a chain of events that, though it tortured me then, accidentally created the conducive circumstances that led to my eventual sexual conversion. Spontaneously. In the beginning, I was aware I became highly revolted but I was totally unaware that I actually became like a highly-charged, highly-volatile atom which zoomed headlong into sexuality-changing reactions. I only realized what was happening when I noted one day that I suddenly developed bisexual reactions. That's the time I sought help from my friends to develop this program and I eventually succeeded in pushing the conversion into complete neo-heterosexualization. We found out that you can duplicate the process on others by artificially creating the situations that could trigger the chain of reactions which lead direct to conversion.

To therapists: The therapy should be tailored to what revolts the patient about gays the most. Some can be more revolted by effeminate gays (like my British friend Ewan), but I was mostly revolted by muscular straight-looking gays (connected to my personality: I hate fakes in everything, including charlatans). What we are discussing here, therefore, is just a guide for the therapist. The important thing is the pathway: the sexual revulsion to a gay man (existing in A-listers, induced in Kevlarites) will be relentlessly stoked to be transformed into a generalized sexual revulsion to all men, all the time centering the focus on the specific target for conversion : the loss of one's sexual attraction to all men. In other words, losing one's homosexual reactions. In short, neo-heterosexualixation.

You can see there the best feature of this program: it is very specific on its aims & effects. No unnecessary collateral aggravation as typical in a charlatanic-designed operation. First, we'll give you a response map of where we're headed.

 BASIC RESPONSE MECHANISMS IN "THERAPEUTIC HOMOPHOBIA' FOR A-LISTERS: Needless to say, when we say "gay" here, it means closet. An A-lister won't have sex with an obvious gay man, not even to openly bisexual or manly gays.

1. High revulsion to gays-

Naturally, this is true of an A-lister and a dekevlarized Kevlarite
For lesbians, the same revulsion spectrum is operative. I talked to woman friends who identify as heterosexual (not bisexual, I was convinced they were straight) but experimented in their youth. They now feel revulsion, mild to severe, when memories of what they did come back to them just by looking at a lesbian. But I'll focus on gay men in this series, it's best to tackle the women separately later because it will be mere research. With the men, it was based on my personal history.

2. Present fear of being fooled into having sex with a gay man.

This greatly reinforces the preexisting generalized feeling of revulsion which automatically kicks into a higher gear when you are confronted by a sexual situation with any man: is he, or isn't he? Yuck, what if he is? Yuck! Bleech!

3. Lingering fear of actually having been fooled in the past into having sex with a gay man- 

I was sure I was never fooled but a dark voice was always insisting I was actually fooled & that greatly heightened the psychic discomfort. The suspicion that I might have swallowed some "toxin" would send sudden shudders of disgust every now & then, unbidden. Sometimes, I actually just vomited, unbidden. Yuck, what if...? Yiiihhh!

3. Generalized doubt that the guy who just attracted you might just be gay 

You start triggering avoidance reactions to sexual situations with a men. Yuck, he's gotta be gay, Yuck!

4. Generalized doubt on the sexuality of all men

Even more avoidance reactions to decrease the psychic pain created by the apprehension of being duped. Oh, they all are gay! Yuck! Bleecchh!

5. Generalized revulsion to all men, intially low-grade to straight men but steadily intensify .

You start losing sexual attraction even to straight men. Early in this phase, you start noticing that women are not mere meat anymore. As your revulsion to straight men increases, you feel a nascent bisexuality growing. I had my first sex encounter with a woman, a trio with another man at this phase, but I still haven't fully realized then that I was already converted into a bisexual. But I eventually did shortly after that, leading to my conference with medical doctor friends who helped me with an intervention program. We became the initial guinea pigs. YUCK YUCK! BLEECCCHHHH!

6. Generalized avoidance of everything sexual about men 

You've lost total sexual attraction to all men. You don't have to be assisted with your erection with a woman here. On the fourth month since the start of my intervention program (after I discovered I was already bisexual), I was sure my homosexual life was past history . No need to say "Yuck" here.

7. Neoheterosexual

 Congratulations! You're dating a girl! (Tips: Play with the naughty one, marry the respectable one! Pretend Cool is just hiding a psychological deficit which will surface sooner or later! )

 It's clear that in the final stage, there was no longer revulsion. It was merely the catalyst. By the time you're healed, your avoidance of anything sexual about men will be automatic, precluding you from ever finding yourself in a revolting situation again. The sexual connections to a man degenerated, atrophied & became fibrotic, redirected by an avoidance reflex that sidestepped the homosexual pathways altogether. You can face a man but no sexual attraction whatsoever. Yes, Homosexual Disease can be healed.

That is my problem in writing this article. I have to dig up all the closed pathways & I actually feel revulsion welling up when writing this so I keep postponing completing it. When I reviewed the initial draft of the series, I found that I rushed writing it to get past the revulsion as soon as possible and I missed out many important things. I'll take my time with the rewrite so as not to miss out anything that might have been shielded by avoidance defense mechanisms somewhere.

We'll clarify some things about the previous post:

 a. I was totally homosexual when the process started. By the time I recognized the spontaneous conversion going on, I was surprised to discover I was already bisexual. By the time it ended, assisted by an artificial intervention in a 4-month period, I was fully heterosexual. Looking back, I can now recall that at the point when I realized I was responding to women, I was already not responding to many good-looking men who attracted me before. This might indicate that sexual response could actually be generated from one anatomical locus, that a bisexual response involves two entities representing two responses that were jammed in a locus intended for one, so not all responses were generated because the excess parts didn't have access to the response pathway. Does this mean there's an anatomic component to sexuality? I'm leaving that to first-rate researchers. To the usual third-rate, don't even dare, you've done enough damage.

b.I wrote before that my friend Greg once had sex with what he thought was straight but only to learn the next day that the guy turned out to be a closet sister. He puked for days, he complained just the thought of the dreaded cum on his tounge jolted his stomach crazy, sending him to violent fits of extreme revulsion. I wrote he was admitted to a hospital for dehydration. I was corrected by his doctor. It was not simple dehydration. The vomiting was so severe there was also electrolyte imbalance which precipitated cardiac arrhythmias at some point. It could have been fatal, all because of a revolting cum..


If you study again my sexual history from a previous post, I was first revolted to a gay boy when I was in kindergarten. The revulsion was reinforced by exposure to my gay barber (the hairdresser of my mother ). For years, I had to be in suspended animation while he cut my hair and I just had to spit out my revulsion afterwards. This clearly means, the earlier the induction of revulsion, the better. This can be artificially triggered, & I believe it should be induced as early as possible. A preventive program can be instituted as early as early childhood. The parent, when he suspects his son may be gay, can start working on inducing the revulsion response early on (e.g. by reinforcing negative impressions on a twirling queen, for instance, making it clear that it was a situation that invited revulsion, etc.). The importance of early induction becomes even greater if the boy would turn out to be a Kevlarite: he can dekevlarize the boy early. Help him develop a revolting response to gay men so that by the time he starts developing sexual interest at adolescence, he would be primed-up for the Therapeutic Homophobia program intervention.

Clearly, no need to wait for the passive development of revulsion and just wish it will appear on its own. Pro-activity is better in all aspects of life, even in sexual conversion. I'll tackle preventive measures more widely in a next post.

 Important: You should be wary of the external influences of gay role models to the child. If he was Kevlarite, turn the gay role model into a false flag- the opposite of what he was, make it clear that the model was actually revolting. The danger is greater if the child was A-lister: he may actually internalize that the revulsion he felt when seeing gay men who were supposed to be in love were the norm, and he would grow up believing that feeling revolted is normal (the bad effect of current gay propaganda, & toxic proof of its ignorance). You can see here that current gay politics is actually dangerous. Ignorance, especially if dressed as expert altruism, is the most dangerous.

The lesson here is abnormal can never be normal. And politics has no place meddling to reinforce abnormal situations, nobody wants the freedom to be abnormal when he could be normal. As very obvious now, nature always provides solutions: if you can't find it, you're a fool, don't even dare to call yourself intellectual much less an activist. Better, a mercenary.

3.  INDUCTION: Jumpstarting Sexual Conversion

 1. Greg-Heinrich Maneuver 
 a. Refer to preceding post for definition

b. SWITCHING ON: The point of attack is the gastrointestinal tract from where all the most aggravating symptoms of revulsion emanate. A part of the revolting stimulus (a gay man, which an A-lister won't otherwise touch sexually with a ten-foot pole) is imagined to have reached the mouth of the patient: it could be the cum, the strongest revulsion inducer, at least, among my friends. Just the thought of gay cum reaching their mouth would send great electric shocks of revulsion to A-listers. To the suscepticle, this could be a switch to take the baseline of revulsion up the roof. This is to jumpstart the simulation of the heigthened revulsion which kicked off a chain of reactions that ultimately led to my sexual conversion. The high level of revulsion should then be sustained by the "Induction of Generalized Homophobia" (see next item).

A Kevlarite can still be helped by this maneuver- the switch to the core of the Dekevlarization process which we'll discuss in the last part. A Kevlarite is expected to have already swallowed a lot of gay cum. An Australian (I mentioned his name somewhere but asked me not to anymore) actually solved the puzzle how to dekevlarize a Kevlarite. That swallowed cum is the key: if you're a Kevlarite, you can still taste it, you can still smell it, right? Not associating the smell & the taste to a particular person, imagine it now in your tounge. Go on... taste... smell... Then look at look at a gay man who mostly revolted you (though they can have sex with some gays , Kevlarites are still revolted by certain type of gays, for obvious reasons). Believe deeply that the cum belongs to him... Believe... then taste it again... Hmmm.... smell it again... What do you feel? Heaven? Or did you feel the shudder? The heave?

But we'll leave that there. There's more. Just a teaser, just to show, even Kevlarites can convert sexually. Meaning, all gays can convert their homosexual reactions.

C. Induced Generalized Homophobia- QE (Quantitative Easing) of Revulsion

After the initial revulsion take-off (initial rocket thrust, if you may, because we are in a lofty journey anyway) with the Greg-Heinrich maneuver, one can maintain the background revulsion through the reinforcements provided by scattered revolting stimuli all around. Political correctness is a big no-no here. Bare your most savage revolted reactions here.

1. If it revolts you, feel it to your bones, grimace, curse, feel the acid in your stomach scour your being, feel the bile welling up your throat, feel the shudder slowly creep, feel it yuckily enveloping into its disgusting arms your whole body... Yihhh... Bleeeechhh...

2. Again, this is the background maintainance of the revulsion, it should be sustained in all the phases of the program. It will only stop when you've developed avoidance reactions to all men (see Reaction Map above). In the next step of the program, we'll tackle the Conversion proper, where we'll discuss the thrust ignitions that will send the revulsion level to the roof as needed (The Conversion Proper is where we calibrate the Sexual Conversion Process).

3. Make a list of the aspects of gays, whom you usually encounter in your daily life, that really revolt you. Whenever you encounter that revolting aspect anytime of the day, focus on the revulsion, feel the disgust it elicited take full effect on you.

Some revolting stimuli that you usually encounter:

 a. On the streets, office: twirling buttocks, sashaying hips, muscular queens, shrieking lisps, deep modulation on a cellphone by a muscleman stealthily staring at your face, an old man in hot pants, a muscular closet man with his arms around his girl but looking hungrily at you, etc.

b. In a gay disco- There is concentrated revulsion here. In fact, a disco can even be used as a thruster of revulsion (Conversion proper) because the concentration of revolting stimuli could really be overpowering at certain hours. Anyway, when the background revulsion lags, it's nice to peep into one. Just hearing the background buzz or smelling the air could give you the revolting buzz, then you get out. But if you're only seeking a background homophobia, don't go at midnight when you might see inebriated muscular queens who are twirling one minute then suddenly kissing each other hungrily the next. That's a guaranteed wallop to your stomach. I actually raced with my British friend Ewan to the toilet to puke. I won. That's the only time I entered a gay disco longer than 5 minutes.

Obviously, there are many more. The hazard of being a blogger: I actually felt revolted just writing the disco scene above.

Just to recapitulate the Induction Phase: we jumpstarted the sexual conversion process by blowing the level of revulsion up the roof, then ensured its level won't slack by making sure that the revolting stimuli that a patient would normally encounter in his daily life will play their part. Needless to say, the patient should refrain from their usual homosexual sex life during the therapy.

I guess you must have realized by now we've found the Holy Grail. We'll discuss Conversion Proper next. Yes, dude, you don't have to be abnormal forever.


 We save the comedy for last.  

(Source: Statistics Netherlands)
2,500 in 2001,
1,800 in 2002,
1,200 in 2004,
1,100 in 2005.

*It tapered off immediately after the third year.
*Just 20 percent of open Dutch homosexual couples are "married", while 80% of the other open gay couples didn't bother. Note: those are only the "open", It doesn't include the closet. I know more closet Dutch than open. It should also be clear that not all couples are sexual: The late Gore Vidal had a so-called lover but he declared publicly they never had sex, and there are many who form couples for non-sexual  companionship.
* 80 percent of heterosexual couples are married
* GOOD NEWS:The charlatans are wrong, gays won't evolve to learn to swallow their revulsion. They regain their sanity instead, as confirmed by the tapering off of the number .

Last week I showed the statistics from the Netherlands that there is actually a tapering off of the number of gay disease marriage there, contrary to the gay propaganda that the young will be "engineered" to act accordingly by propaganda (Do you remember the gay propaganda that the young will follow the revolting software that these ignorant intellectuals will upload to their brains, as if the world is an antiseptic laboratory petri dish where their destructive ignorance will prevail over more sane reality all around?) As expected, they were wrong. The young in 2001 in the Netherlands are now past marrying age- why is there still no rush, it's tapering instead? What's more hilarious is that the hilarity is true in all the ignorant places that adopted the gay disease marriage pseudo-clamor- they have poor demand everywhere in disproportion to the supposed noise which is only present in the charlatanic media anyway (I'll present more complete stats per country next post for more detailed discussion). The most hilarious is France, where after all the political storms & other brouhaha, there were still few takers after all. After we divulged the actual poor demand for this pretend political clamor (a certified false flag) in the last article, the French propaganda machine immediately went into pretense gear: my French friend Yves sent me a LOL message where he brought my attention to the spin by a charlatanic mouthpiece pretending as an intellectual paper (somebody should tell this one it regularly dishes shallow analysis, just reflecting how low the current French intelligentia has become, confirming their decline). The latter spinned the low count as due to gays just being "discrete". Lol! Why, are they also discrete outside France because there are still few takers everywhere... even after a decade?

 Its no surprise, France is in decline. Like the rest of the charlatanic-contaminated bunch. Admit it, the decline is a reflection of intellectual ignorance and deception, both to themselves & to the public. It would have been hilarious were it not so sad.

Saturday, July 27, 2013


Part 2. Sexual Healing, not by Nuke but... PUKE POWER!

By Silvio Merkel

As we mentioned before, all our posts were written under supervision of medical doctors who happened to have been sexually converted themselves. As for using "Silvio" as monicker when the real Silvio has been indicted, I don't consider phony political correctness as filter for my personal idols, that's so outdated. I live in a real world, not in a wannabe utopia.

We will begin a step by step discussion of the management of Homosexual Disease in this post, the second in a series of 5. We will review the scientific literature as we go along and you will be surprised of the "information desert" behind supposedly  hot political issues. If you remember, there was a time when Aids & Cancer were considered incurable. This is the first attempt to document the treatment of Homosexual Disease. Yes, Virginia, it is curable.

This blog has many email ads beside the public one and we didn't have time to reply to all. However, I incorporated the critical points in our discussion.

ATTENTION: Be forewarned we will tackle extreme revulsion as a therapeutic measure.

1. Revoltingness- capacity to elicit revulsion
2. A-lister Gays- gays who can't stomach sex with other gays
3. Kevlarite Gays- gays who can eat anything as if they have Kevlar stomachs
4. Charlatans- read all the post with "Treating" in their title
5. Charlatanic- pertaining to Charlatans
6. Therapeutic Homophobia- sexual conversion modality based on the natural revoltingness of homosexuals.

Most fair-minded gays realize the main problem of homosexuals is their very high capacity to elicit revulsion. Be it a sashay of the hip, a muscle T-shirt, a well-modulated baritone voice or, obviously, a lisp. But we now know,  the natural revoltingness of gays turned out to be their magic weapon which will eventually save them from their disease. It healed me personally. That's the basic principle behind our sexual conversion modality which we now call "Therapeutic Homophobia". Homophobia is a natural reaction to a revolting stimulus and most gays actually feel it themselves.  Lost amidst all the propaganda to push what some activists call as 'gay rights agenda' was the fact that most gays themselves are actually  revolted sexually to other gays. Just a few years back, there's not much debate when one commented negatively why a blatant gay model was unceremoniously mixed in with his all-male porn. The reason was obvious- it's not hard to understand why one should be revolted by a writhing naked gay man in one's own porn collection (I deleted them right away)- but politics suddenly entered the picture and muddled the equation. Can politics turn a revolting factor into a sexy factor? Can politics make the ugly beautiful? Definitely not, so the fact remains, underneath the artificial facade of political correctness, most gays are still revolted sexually to other gays. Like I have always been, like all my A-lister friends still are.

Yes, the revulsion remains, and it will remain because evolution is progressive, not regressive- contrary to the charlatanic delusion that future gays will learn to swallow their revulsion (the proof below). Gag reflex atrophy is regressive, and nature won't allow Gag Reflex to atrophy because the species needs it to guard itself from other revolting stimuli. It just so happened Homophobia was one of the most toxic. But fortunately, there lies salvation- the strong toxicity itself is the cure of Homosexual Disease.

The fact that gays can be converted sexually after all has far-reaching implications. For one, it exposes the dishonest charlatanic machinations that use gullible and mercenary Kevlarite gays for its dark political ends, irregardless of what is good for the gay majority. The fact is, the clamor behind all these political battles on gay disease marriage is a small, puny minority of a minority, which in more intelligent times, should not be worth the social costs and intellectual debasement spent to needlessly kowtow to their pretension. One of the vilest costs is the open insulting of A-lister gays just because the latter are too revolted to invent  interest for all those disease marriage dramas.

Gay Disease Marriage has been on for a decade in the Netherlands  but only 20% of the open Dutch homosexual couples are married. And that is only the open ones, the actual number is far less because the Netherlands, like in all places, has a closet population. As you can see from the table below, after the initial small peak of "marriages", (probably because of the novelty that usually attracts the clueless), it immediately tapered off into a trickle.  For the whole decade, there were only 14,000 gay disease marriage compared to nearly 800,000 heterosexual marriages! 2% of the total! Didn't the gay propaganda say 10% of the population were gay?

(Source: Statistics Netherlands)
2,500 in 2001,
1,800 in 2002,
1,200 in 2004,
1,100 in 2005.

*It tapered off immediately after the third year.
*Just 20 percent of open Dutch homosexual couples are "married", while 80% of the other open gay couples didn't bother. Note: those are only the "open", It doesn't include the closet. I know more closet Dutch than open. It should also be clear that not all couples are sexual: The late Gore Vidal had a so-called lover but he declared publicly they never had sex, and there are many who form couples for non-sexual  companionship.
* 80 percent of heterosexual couples are married
* GOOD NEWS:The charlatans are wrong, gays won't evolve to learn to swallow their revulsion. They regain their sanity instead, as confirmed by the tapering off of the number .

So the big question: If there is a poor demand for gay disease marriage, where are all the political brouhaha coming from?

You guess it, the charlatans. This is not a demand from the majority of gays, it's a contrived demand from the charlatanic media and groups to advance their agenda. They rely on their adage  "they can" (We'll see below why they can). Well, fortunately, events are aligning they won't for long.

The cheapening of a great societal institution like marriage (and I mean heterosexual marriage) is stupid if we only have to kowtow to the caprices of these few mercenaries. I have always ignored this charade because I know homosexuality is a disease and it's bound to be cured like AIDS or Cancer. It was indeed cured. We don't even have to talk about my resentment on the harassment done to drag down my delicate taste.. My greatest reason for reacting was actually compassion, pity. For the life of me, looking at the pictures, it pained me to see how they could even "marry" each other. Seriously, I really cringe thinking how they could even stomach kissing each other! I know, people adapt to the most debasing conditions, like living in stinky slums and they learn to fool themselves they are happy. But we pity them and we intervene to elevate their economic condition. But how about those living in "emotional slums"- those simpletons who concoct icky "marriages" that even make most gays puke. How can you let people live in a way that makes you puke? Yeah, I have a conscience, I can't stand seeing people living repressing their revulsion.

But I don't have to start an NGO to help them, that would be too mercenary. I give them "Therapeutic Homophobia".


It came out almost silly reviewing the scientific literature on sexuality. Coming from a background of intense sexual gratification (more than 600 men, 200 women  and two sexual orientations, exclusive each time, within a 12-year span), I can very well see a lot of it were merely born out of a theoreticians's mind  with, suspiciously, not much actual practical sexual experience to back up its "erudity".  Sexuality is an intellectual marshland- admitted or not, a scientific investigator is not really that much of an authority figure that he could appear out of the blue just like that and suddenly be able to coax you to pour out your innermost sexual secrets to him. You could be selective with your replies, and chances are, judging from the studies, he won't be the wiser.

Curiously, there was almost a total dominance of the straight male worship in the long history of gay pornography but there is a sore lack of credible investigation why that was so (you tend to get more the shallow opinions from pompous characters who rely on their narrow clique-based "reputations" for some measure of credibility). More baffling, the presence of gays who couldn't stomach sex with other gays, doesn't appear prominent in the literature when this group was one of the major historical forces that could explain the abovementioned "curiosity". Denied like the Holocaust? Or prohibited just like the discussion of Holocaust in supposed free European societies? Or just part of the self-delusion because it was much easier to  swallow simplistic "intellectualism" like Patriarchy, etc. than accepting what was disgusting to one's eyes in the mirror?

(In a way, it is really hard to penetrate the bigger part of the homosexual world because it is mostly secret. These third-rate investigators must have realized that they were only working on visible, or coaxable, variables, but unfortunately, they still extracted conclusions from their meager sample, which were then stupidly swallowed by ignorant activists, resulting in contretemps like when this blog resisted the machinations of a few clowns. Feeling empowered by being suckers to  charlatanic schemes, they had the nerve to  politically harass the more delicate to align  to their revolting taste. If they had developed more research on revulsion, they would have known they won't suceed).

There was no clearcut association of vomiting with sex in the literature but there were some reports of complaints of nausea after sex or  nausea born out of an inhibited sex. We thought the scanty data may infer that somehow the circuits of vomiting and sexual desire could overlap. Could the basic mechanism of revulsion to a certain kind of sex be found in those circuits? The meager scientific data means the presence of revulsion doesn't figure in political calculations (that is, assuming independent scientific data, not the charlatanically massaged ones, even figure in political calculations in these times of decline).

The role of revulsion in sex is virgin territory in the scientific literature. Believe it or not.

Revulsion was seen by Charles Darwin as an effort by the species to "immunize" itself from unwanted stimuli. I go further than that: revulsion can be used by the species to heal its diseased sexuality.

I have to admit I actually allowed myself  to be a sucker  at one point, in the spirit of then solidarity, and tried for a time if I could feel something sexual on other gays following the charlatanic script. The effect was reverse: within a week, revulsion got so intense instead that I actually avoided eating in restaurants with obvious gay waiters, a habit which remained up to this day. I avoid gays in anything related to sex or food (actually, in anything which needs intense stimulation of the senses, like music because I can't tolerate gay singers either, but the effect is most acute on food and sex because the two normally stimulate me the most). The food association is more common than you think. Just recently, I attended a small get together of mostly former A-lister friends. One girl brought a gay friend who instantly dominated the conversation talking about sex with his boyfriend (a muscular fairy like him). He was so engrossed he probably didn't notice nobody among those in front of him was eating. I was actually fighting not to throw up. Until the host stood up, apparently to get a big bowl of sauce but he stumbled, splashing the sauce on the fairy. The fairy offered to wash up but the host screamed that he leave quick because the carpet would be messed up. There was no carpet. Then we all finally could eat, silently, but all understood what happened.

The host later told me he did it because he didn't want to embarrass the fairy. He was just about to throw up and that would have been more humiliating.


On a previous post, I wrote that gay prominence has been a consistent indicator for every civilization change in recent history.

Biblical Times-  Gay Prominence- Downfall ( Sodom & Gommorrha)
Ancient Greece-  Gay Prominence- Downfall (Chaeronia)
Roman Times-     Gay Prominence- Downfall
Westerm Civilization- Gay Galore  - Downfall?

I wonder if the persistent signs interpreted by some authors as  "Western decline" are the equivalent of a nascent modern Sodom & Gommorrha.

World's Top Economies 2013

Rank Country Purchasing Power Parity   External Debts
1 United States $15.6 trillion                      $ 16,737,246,099,998
2 China $12.4 trillion                      $      710,700,000,000
3 India $4.8 trillion                        $      390,000,000,000
4 Japan $4.5 trillion                        $   2,719,000,000,000
5 Russia $3.4 trillion                        $      455,200,000,000
6 Germany $3.3 trillion                        $   5,624,000,000,000
7 Brazil $2.4 trillion                        $      405,300,000,000
8 France $2.4 trillion                        $   5,633,000,000,000
9 United Kingdom $2.3 trillion                        $   9,836,000,000,000  
10 Mexico $2.0 trillion                        $     217,700,000,000

Source of PPP data: World Bank
Source of Exterbnal Debt: As compiled by Jedh.org from data of IMF & World Bank

Above is a snapshot of decline.  Reflection of the headlong generalized degradation while the noise for charlatanic modernization was curiously at its height. If they were so successful on their modernization pretension, why were all the indicators pointing south? The political and intellectual decoupling from economic or the poor economic just reflecting the degenerative political and ignorant intellectual? Modernize to decline, the new modern?

 From the destruction arises the Phoenix. More like a duck arising instead. Quack, quack! If it's quack-quack, it means the charlatans were at it again.

If you noticed,  there's a common feature among the countries where the charlatans are most active. Very high external debts. That means these countries are vulnerable to financial manipulations and ultimately control from outside. And it need not be governments. The implication: the more likely the chance that a gay disease marriage is passed in a major country, the weaker the financial footing of that country. Practically a hostage, all for a dark private agenda. Imagine the collateral cost: millions suffering.

The only way out of the decline above is the trick of smoke and mirrors. Create bubbles floating in the air. The trendy European socialistic strangling of the rich discourages them to be creative where their wealth can be held hostage. So they turn destructive and just rely on the financial market where they fall into the thumbs of the charlatans. That's how utopic Europe has become a hostage (lesser for financial heavyweight like Germany). Are they safe? No, because they were only recruited into a bubble. America doesn't have to rely on bubbles, it became rich without them, and no need to be hostage to any quack.

Social democrat haven? Look at Sweden: after progressive legislations to "release the potential" of its people, not only is it losing  Volvo, Saab, etc. but it has become a non-Socialist poodle to run after Assange, etc. Might as well be, comeuppance like they say.

Btw, all those countries are all Christians. Dark agenda, remember?

So what now,  fall of the utopian? There is no counterpart of Utopianism in Asian culture, even in the original Christian religion which is actually Asian to begin with. Can Confucianism eventually take root in Europe? If Christianity, whose morality is same as Confucianism, did it, can another Eastern philosophy do it? The good thing is "utopia" isn't found on the Asian political consciousness. The "charlatanic" (or "utopic" if you may) will lose oxygen in a Confucian landscape. Confucianist "Harmony" or Charlatanic "Equality"?

In Asia, Utopia is a Western conceit. On its pivot to Asia, America is better off seeking Shangrila. There will be less ducks there. They will try but my Singaporean friend said there will be crocodiles at the gate.


How much disgust can we take? Be warned this will be uncomfortable to some. I will discuss the use of revulsion as a treatment modality, and grade the revoltingness accordingly. I will grade this post Grade I, just mild. Next post is Grade 2, and so on, until we reach the Super YUCK! level. The latter is for Dekevlarization, the conversion of a Kevlarite to an A-lister.

Take a deep breath. I assure you, you will thank Homophobia in the end. For therapists who may be curious of the method, I will make this free-flowing. I divided the presentation into three parts: 1) Induction of the Revulsion Response, 2) Conversion Proper, 3) Dekevlarization.

To fully understand our discussion, I suggest you read all the articles with title "Treating Homosexuality" & this series, "Treating Homosexual Disease". The former are mostly disorganized musings but some contain background info on what I'll write here so I will just be very concise. I don't release arguments at the same time because we are fought with counterpropaganda at each turn, & we do this only part-time. Still, we are sure, truth will always eventually prevail.

You'll be surprised Therapeutic Homophobia is more straightforward than the typical management of Psychotic diseases where the therapist has to calibrate different modalities to achieve results and that could take years. Well, you couldn't make political hay out of insane people because they can't be turned into "intellectual" pawns for certain political agenda. (At least, with that, the charlatans have shown they have some glimmer of sense of humor).

In fighting Homosexual Disease, you only need to calibrate your revulsion.

I discovered Therapeutic Homophobia accidentally. About four years ago, we started noting that more and more, gay models were mixed in into the usual beefcake as part of the gay agenda and that turned us off. On one rainy vacation when we were marooned into boredom, we discovered we couldn't even look at the usual beefcake anymore because we weren't sure if they were sisters or not (at this point, I have actually  started thinking all muscular men were sisters unless proven otherwise because of the many muscular gays chasing me in the gym, which so turned me off I built my own home gym). So we developed this blog, originally just to tide over the boredom. But it clicked so we expanded it. It became my sole beefcake reference for a while. But later on, I became conscious that the nascent revulsion to the creeping gay presence just about anywhere won't go away. The then low-grade generalized revulsion started to color my perception of men. After a year, I was sure my revulsion & delight with men have more or less equalized. Then revulsion quickly took over. More and more, the revulsion I initially felt only for gays became high-grade generalized revulsion to all men. When I fully understood what was happening, it suddenly occurred  to me, a spontaneous sexual conversion was actually happening. My only intervention was to make it reach completion.

I opened up to friends, mostly A-lister closet medical doctors and we improvised our program. Initially for our own use, the initial guinea pigs. It only took four more months after my intervention, then I concluded I was free. All are now functioning neoheterosexuals, most with heterosexual families.

The primary question now is how do you develop heterosexual desire? You don't, it just appears along the process. The homosexual desire is a barnacle covering it, and you just remove the barnacle, heterosexual desire will be there. You only need to resuscitate it. The barnacle has no chance with the extreme revulsion ranged against it.

As obvious from above, there really is Spontaneous Sexual Conversion. But I was worried then I might get stuck up to bisexuality only, why not go all the way? It turned out, I could. I did it.


A. THE MAIN REQUIREMENT: High Baseline Revulsion Level

For an A-lister, Homophobia is already very powerful so he already meets the baseline revulsion level to start the therapy.  For a Kevlarite, he has to learn big-size revulsion.

To an A-lister, a gay man is  a sexual non-entity. So an A-lister is only homosexual in the sense that he is only attracted to a presumed or actual straight man. If the presumption is proven wrong, the reaction would be extreme revulsion. You immediately sense here the inadequacy of current homosexual literature. It's primary error was in assuming that the logical parameters for an abnormal sexuality is the same for the normal heterosexual one. That if you are not heterosexual, and you are attracted to the same sex, you should be homosexual and it's only logical that you should hit it up with another homosexual (the basis for all the harassment of A-listers by Kevlarites for their gay disease marriage delusion). But that erroneous presumption on abnormal sexuality is only the first error, there's a series of errors actually, as we'll see in the discussions in this series.

Nature was so designed to perpetuate the species that outside the optimal male-female intercourse, logical rules were discarded. We can see here the problems posed by the presumption that all those who are attracted to the same sex have to act in a prescribed politically correct way. Again, that's the basis for the political harassment of A-lister homosexuals who stuck to what they really felt. So it's clear here that the arguments used to promote marriage based on a diseased sexuality is not concerned with the actual reality of gays, but were only mindful that some gays, obviously Kevlarites, can be used for their political designs.


1. Greg-Heinrich Maneuver-

This is one of the most effective inducers. I wrote before that my friend Greg once had sex with what he thought was straight but he learned the day after that the guy turned out to be a closet sister. Greg loves swallowing so imagine his extreme revulsion when he learned he inadvertently swallowed the hideous cum. He kept puking for days, complaining just  the thought of the icky cum on his tounge sent his gut frantically reverting itself out. He was eventually admitted to a hospital for dehydration.

This incident happened even before this blog opened so I've forgotten it already until an avid German reader reacted on my first post on my new sexual conversion nearly two years ago. He said he could kill his sexual desire to a man just by thinking about the cum of a fairy "sashaying a la can-can singing in a lispy voice" while it glides down his throat. That brought him so strong a revulsion which killed instantly his homosexual desire. To him, the cum of everyman is a fairy's cum, and the revulsion generated alone could stop his arousal immediately (Arousal is the first stage of sexual reaction as I'll explain in the next chapter). Heinrich's was initially just capricious but he became systematic later on in his method until he pronounced he wasn't interested on same-sex sex anymore.

Greg and Heinrich showed the power of a swallowed gay cum to an A-lister. It is a part of the revolting stimulus that you let enter your system. The revulsion generated is so intense it shortcircuits the system.

From my experience with friends, this is consistently one of the strongest inducers- the thought of a gay cum managing to reach their tounge.

2. Induced Generalized Homophobia

Remove political correctness for a while and be conscious of all the revolting aspects of gay men around you. The twirling buttocks. The laugh. The lisp. The big muscles with sashaying hips. Feel, focus alone on the disgust. For an A-lister, the revulsion generated is intensified.

One of the curious aspects of this modality is that the mere intensification of the revulsion actually leads to the same direction- there comes a point it doesn't distinguish the sexual orientation of the subject anymore. A man is simply revolting, the thought of his cum sending revulsion instead of the usual sexual attraction. How? I am only saying the result for now. The fact that it converted some only means the circuits of sexual attraction are not as sacrosanct as presumed. They are manipulable.

More detailed procedures on the induction of Revulsion next on Part 3

Wednesday, July 3, 2013


Part 1:  Sexual Healing, not by Nuke but... PUKE Power!
by Silvio Merkel

1. Revoltingnes- capacity to elicit revulsion
2. A-lister gays- homosexuals who can't stomach sex with other gay men
3. Kevlarite gays- homosexuals with Kevlar-like stomachs- eat everything, puke nothing

4. Charlatans- please read the preceding 4 articles
5. Charlatanic- pertaining to the Chartlatans

Finally, we'll discuss the treatment proper of Homosexual Disease. It is based on the manipulation of the  revulsion commonly elicited by homosexuals & homosexuality on most people. Even among  majority of homosexuals themselves, most effectively among those gays who can't stomach sex with other gays (the so-called A-listers). As it turned out, nature always loves irony: the revolting power of gays is not a curse, it is actually a blessing. Properly harnessed, it could heal them.

We don't presume that we discovered sexual conversion and ours is the only modality. There have been many incidents where other people claimed conversion- be it religious, medical, etc. Suffice to say, it only proves there is indeed sexual conversion, and there are many ways to achieve it. The sad thing is these conquerors are turned into villains by the charlatanic section of the media, when instead, they should be applauded for their success seemingly against all odds. We licked the most vile enemy, one so mighty that a charlatan, despite his delusions of being "intellectual", can't summon enough common sense to imagine its demise. One thing was always clear, there has never been any definitive confirmation that the enemy couldn't be defeated. The failure of the outed ones, which dark charlatan forces are manipulating to suit their devious political agenda, doesn't invalidate the success of the victors. Unfortunately, Homosexual Disease is an embarrassing disease so success is something you won't see the victors bragging about. They will just be too happy to live silently their normal heterosexual lives.

Homosexual Disease still has many victims. We should help them heal instead of patronizing them with political pretensions which don't offer real salvation but just allow charlatans, in their effort to convince themselves they are above their pretensions, to play with everybody else, leading to cultural degradation and even generalized  decline. The delusion proposed by charlatans is that through evolution, even the most revolting will eventually become acceptable. They should pray for a mutation because even reality turns finicky when faced with revulsion. Look around because we don't have to guess: Gay disease marriage has been on for a decade but you can't see the few suckers evolving exponentially in their numbers relative to the total gay population in those ignorant countries that adopted it. Neither are the gays in those declining areas  more respected now than gays in more compassionate religious countries like Brazil or the Philippines (both countries are staunchly Catholic, btw, but in real everyday lives, they are First World in gay acceptance compared to the supposed secular West which is virtually still the Third World whose noisy "progress" lives mainly in the recitation of revulsion-defying political mantras). After a decade of gay disease marriage in the Netherlands, they had a campaign to urge gay soccer players to come out because nobody was coming out, but still -not a surprise- nobody bothered.  Why should they? It doesn't mean just because one is gay, he is automatically a fool, or that he has lost his gag reflex  In fact, despite all the noise, I can still see most of those I know to be comfortable in the closet. One incredible thing happened though: those on the know are now neoheterosexuals.

In this era of second-rate parliaments and courts,  one should trust one's own common sense in navigating going forward. How much really is the say of gays in this morass of pretentious politics? You know this one came from the same suspects because of the familiar script of the charlatanic contrived sectoral wars, which is also the one used to degrade  -voila- the  feminist struggle. Is it really mainly a problem of Homosexuals vs. Heterosexuals to bolster the simplistic "anti-Patriarchial" politics used to hoodwink second-rate intellectuals to become pawns for simplistic culture wars? I was silently celebrating straight guys in this blog when suddenly, here came these ghosts telling me the correct way to desire. To think these were the types who sexually disgusted me all along & they had the gall to politically harrass me to swallow my revulsion and consider them sexual objects. You know, one should just be honest. No, the problems of gays are not due to high-fallutin' Patriarchy, Religion, Heteronormativity and other self-deluding  mumbo-jumbo but plain revoltingness which one's senses can easily validate. Muscle mountains hungrily  looking at your organ in the urinal? An old man in leather hot pants seductively staring at you hoping you have a steel stomach? The knack of charlatans to mumble "Equality" mantras doesn't change what is rumbling in your gut. In the end, the final victims will be gays who will be forced to swallow their vomit all on the pretense that it is progressive to swallow one's vomit.

The politics of the charlatans are outdated. My resistance is not a push-back to their modernization pretension, but a jump over and above their outdated delusion. In a dawning era of more frenetic competing modernities (we'll borrow that term from British author Martin Jacques), the charlatanic  is a throwback to the heydey of the now declining pretensions (which will be quickly ignored like any has-been. Wishing otherwise is, as history perennially confirms, a delusion: the gay Greek delusionals were annihilated at Cheronea, lest we forget.). As we keep on repeating, nature loves ironies: when the Euroland became the richest part of the planet, that's the time they tottered instead. The charlatans will finally swallow their tounges, at their noisiest. It just means, modernity is not one-way, there are better superhighways. And you'll find that the modernity that preserves revulsion is the least preferable one. The latter is the option presented by the charlatans: gays should live with their revulsion. Gay disease marriage will ensure they do. Gag Reflex atrophy, charlatanic modernization for you.

I consider the charlatans the new terrorists. They've fostered a culture of smoke and mirrors, where you suddenly find you have been duped by their experts one day, then swallowing your vomit the next. Not only in economics, mind you. Well, at a time when experts are dime a dozen, it's not safe to be a victim. The charlatans are always on the lookout for supposed victims as props for the political dramas where they can advance their dark agenda. Everybody is actually a victim. The nice old lady who politely keeps a straight face while  nicely talking to a Muscle Mary  doesn't want to humiliate him but in her efforts to keep a jolly face, she might have lost already her appetite for lunch. The gays are, of course, victims of fate, but all those who deal with them are effectively victims themselves because they could well be fighting their own stomachs. Who victimized who?

Everybody is a victim of the charlatans who just have to sneak in their "Equality" mantra at all cost or they will be forced to face the fact that they are as simplistic as their contrived slogans. Revolted is equal to revolting?  How? By forcing the revolted to swallow his vomit and let the revolting freely spread his revoltingness?


Ultimately this blog is about freedom. If anybody has a right to revolt you and is encouraged to be free to flaunt it, then others have a right to be revolted and be free to express it. Nature is a Stimulus-Reaction phenomenon but recent human rights pretensions have actually violated your capacity to react because you are straitjacketed by simplistic political correctness, hypocritical victimization dramas and other hare-brained "intellectualisms". What do you think will happen to the bottled up revulsion? It's not hate that inflicts the most damage because hatred needs immediate resolution, it easily dissipates some of its lethal energy through a knee-jerk recourse like revolutions. Revulsion mostly stays in the background but it can steadily simmer like a volcano for a longer time until it just has to puke and explode and it will be more lethal because of the stronger pent-up pressure. Could it be that revulsion, not hatred, created the most ghastly political catasthrophes like the Holocaust? If people were really hated, they would have been immediately annihilated. The fact that some were allowed to co-exist for a long time all but  bottled up the  sour  stomachs until they just had to finally heave out with a more deadly explosive force?

When you have to puke, you don't have time to control it by reciting political mantras. You just puke.

Meanwhile, we wait for the revulsion to steadily collect force...


I was totally a hedonist before, the earlier editions of this blog are proof. But just because you dealt with the way of the flesh before, it doesn't necessarily mean you don't evolve from there. There's life outside the orgasms, and there's more to life than the charlatanic interpretation of life on this earth. A reader asked when will I finally write about my newfound faith. I found Faith when I was already a neoheterosexual and three women started me on my way. They were all originally secular feminists. I met many of them because if was easier to have sex with them after my conversion. But women, feminist or not, are prone to fatal attraction. I was after the sex but they fell in love. The fact that they eventually tried to use Religion to win me made me curious. But I will tackle that later on after our discourse on the treatment of Homosexual Disease.

Suffice to say again, Religion doesn't have anything to do with Homophobia. Homophobia is normal, it is simply revulsion to  gross stimuli. I discussed this in a previous article, I'll touch it again down below.


Can a heterosexual turn gay? For the last 18 months, we have been silently conducting an experiment. We almost believed it is really only one way because our volunteer subject claimed he was never stimulated by any of the nude videos of the Caucasian models we have arrayed for him for more than a year. Then there was a blip. A few months ago, he noted he was fascinated watching the nude Japanese male  (with noticeable changes in his vital signs like increased heart rate, etc.). His preference for women was Asian. The Japanese male was smooth and more beautiful than handsome. Was his libido tricked by the visuals that the normal stimulus-reaction went haywire? However, that turned out to be isolated, he had no reaction the next time, but still, we determined that we expand the experiment. He has been downloading Japanese GV (gay videos) for the last few months ever since but I am beginning to suspect cold feet (Lol). He claimed he hadn't found the time to fully watch one, just scanned them,  but he proposed to start a new blog instead where he could feature the real personas of the Japanese AV (adult video) stars (incredibly, he was able to trace 40% of the models just using the internet, and many of them are now married and have families). He can speak Japanese, & it is this sudden interest on the Japanese that infected me to join in and learn it. We'll try to continue but others can do it too following the initial lead provided above. Some volunteers somewhere may be willing to take the full risk.

Meanwhile, I checked again if my sexual desires have reverted to its diseased homosexual state. In a certain country, it was still easy to hook up straight athletes, and I did it easily, but this time, I drank with them without asking for sex. I am free.

I will never forget though what my homophobic chic friend Greg once said, "Gays were born to ensure no sexy straight guys will have money problems. There's a continuous supply for a gay man to help (lol,  with Greg, ridiculous are the Gay vs. Straight dramas, the cornerstone of the charlatanic script) The world will be a better place if no sexy straight guy would have money problems, no gay deceiving himself he was better off swallowing his vomit and all gays revelling amidst nights of full-strength, totally undiluted, heterosexual testosterone".

That is, until he is cured.


A. Therapeutic Schema for Sexual Conversion (for both gay men & lesbians):
A. A-lister Homosexuals, without physical or vocal manifestations of their sexual orientation
1. Primary Phase- Revulsion Enchancement for future straights (REFS)
2. Secondary Phase- Heterosexual Desire Resuscitation (HDR)
B. Kevlarites, without physical or vocal manifestations of their sexual orientation
1. Dekevlarization- conversion of a Kevlarite into an A-lister
3. HDR
C. Bisexuals
C1. If he is A-lister
1. If he is mostly heterosexual, then it's only REFS
2. If he is more on the Homosexual side, then HDR is needed as well
C2. If B-lister
1. Dekevlarization
2. 1&2 of C1
C3. If they have physical or vocal manifestations, refer to D
D. Congenitally Outed Gays
1. A& B, depending if they are either A-lister or Kevlarite
2. Physical & Speech therapy
3. Surgery, mostly Plastic


I wrote before the most revolting part of being an A-lister is if you mistakenly had sex with a closet sister. Even now, despite the noisy declarations of those who allegedly "came out", most of the closet sisters remained closet and they would feign they were straight up until they couldn't fake it anymore on the bed. I dreaded the "toilet moments"- that is, when.you're eyeing what you thought was straight in a party but, whoa, he would suddenly stare back... seductively,... and, there goes the realization... he was a sister... and  you really would want to run and puke into the toilet. But what if you actually mistakenly had sex with one and you suddenly realized he was gay after you've already swallowed his cum?

I was never fooled but my former sister Greg was, and what do you know, he kept puking for days. He said he kept imagining the sashaying cum in his mouth and gut and he would immediately just puke. He was admitted in a hospital for dehydration.

We can call his reaction Homophobia. So what should he do, swallow his puke just so he won't be called homophobic? I say call black "black" and white "white". There are such things called maturity and common sense and the offense and emotional distress suffered by so-called "victims" according to the charlatans are actually suffered by everybody if they don't learn to be mature and be accepting of  what they really are beyond the convenient political mantras. We are all victims before revulsion.

Ironically, homophobia, or revulsion, is actually our friend. It is our treatment.

To an A-lister, Therapeutic Homophobia is simple. Sometimes, you have sex with a supposedly guaranteed straight but you won't repeat anymore with him when you are suddenly nagged by suspicions he may not be "that straight" after all just because he readily consented to be anally penetrated, etc. Or you lose interest to a straight boy just because you learned he had oral sex with a particularly revolting (at least to you) fag and you develop this sense the boy became icky after being "contaminated" by the latter. Those are simple capricious perceptions but they are enough to lose your sexual attraction to a straight boy. If they are so, how much more the really revolting processes?

The really revolting things next.

Keep an open mind. You'll be surprised. Next on Part 2 of a 5-part series on the treatment of Homosexual Disease.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

PHOENIX RISING: Bravo Manif Pour Tous, Civitas & Printemps francais

by Silvio Merkel 

You know claims of democracy are hypocritical when you see scenes like this of people exercising their rights and being harassed by an intolerant and worse, incompetent government elected to grow up an economy but went into triple-dip recession instead. If it is incompetent to achieve what it was voted for, how can you expect it to be competent in making a pretentious law which was very peripheral in the campaign in the first place?  The approval of a delusional law made by intellectually bogus politicians doesn't stop with the legislature, any citizen with common sense has a right to fight it & have it repealed. That's supposed to be very basic, but apparently, a declining France has sunk so low it has forgotten already what basic decent democracy means.

History doesn't stop just because the intellectual charlatans were able to hoodwink second-rate politicians at a vulnerable point. The oppositors to the law allowing marriage built around Homosexual Disease gathered millions in three separate rallies, the last one last Sunday. That shows you the extent of the emotions involved, & you don't see that large a crowd anywhere in Europe anymore. These are significant signs: as charlatanic France falls into the abyss, we now have a glimmer of the Phoenix that will rise on its place.

.To think, there were kids there...

VERY BAD PEOPLE INDEED: Charlatanic gay delusions are not cost-effective. The pics of the kids above are the costs of delusional politics. Just because a few intellectual charlatans who can't accept their irrelevance have to find fulfillment in bigger things out of their depths- change civilization, lol!  So a handful of Kevlarite gays can enjoy their fetish of swallowing their vomit by pretending they "marry" each other? Gay disease marriage has been on for a decade but only a measly 2% out of the 10% gays in those ignorant countries were stupid enough to swallow their vomit and pretend they "marry". So tell me, was it worth it? What were the stupid noise for when majority of gays don't want to be mere suckers of delusional clowns who try to compensate for their being inadequate by messing around with everybody so they won't get around to accepting that they really don't have it ?

Most gays repel each other, they have normal senses like everybody else, and they themselves can feel the revolting property of other gays. It takes great maturity to accept that and there's no need to resort to delusions. This charade concocted by intellectual charlatans, so that they can recruit the gullible among gays to be pawns in their ridiculous wars, will not give respect nor acceptance to gays, nor will it remove the revulsion. Neither will it prevent suicide. I knew two gay men who committed suicide and it's because they were depressed at the prospect that the only men who could love them were gay themselves, and they chose death instead. They were A-listers, they couldn't even stomach sex with gay men, how much more in "marrying" them? Now we have these "do-gooding" clowns pushing more into depression by politically blackmailing them to swallow their revulsion. Politics is not a physiological event, it can never be a cure for revulsion.

1. Kevlarite Gays- gays who can stomach sex with other gays, as opposed to A-lister gays who, even in their worst nightmares, won't ever find the wherewithal to have sex with other gays
2. Intellectual Charlatans- read the 3 preceding posts)

Here are pictures from an alleged progressive democracy with all the tolerance and civility that go with it. Don't laugh:

Sunday, April 7, 2013

REVOLTICATIONIST' DIARY: Utopia Charlatanica Moderna

I. ESSAY: Charlatanisms
II. SHORT STORY: "Utopia Charlatanica Moderna" by Silvio Merkel

1. B-listers or Kevlarites- homosexuals who have Kevlar stomachs ( eat everything, puke nothing), as opposed to A-Listers, who are homosexuals who can't stomach sex with other homosexuals.
2. Revoltications- science of revulsion; study of revolting things & people, like study of Homosexual Disease & Intellectual Charlatans
3. Intellectual Charlatans- please read the two preceding articles

How can you simply accept somebody or something that revolts you? You don't, and you shouldn't. You'll just vomit. So severely you might even be admitted to a hospital.

Well, that is precisely what you get when deadbeat governments, clueless before "charlatanic" lobbies, start pushing people deeper into their disease and be content babbling a la Forrest Gump... Well, folks, it's modernization! He-he-he!

The two biggest mass actions in French history in 30 years happened this year, spearheaded by the same group which is fighting gay marriage in France. The said mass actions were primarily led by Catholic groups in supposedly secular France, assisted by Muslims and other religious and civic groups. The first one in January attracted one million, the last one in March attracting 1,300,000. You don't get those figures in mass actions in the West anymore, and they spoke volumes. In the 1980's, the then Socialist President of France Francois Mitterrand said that a million Frenchmen on the streets meant the fall of the government. But that happens only when true democracy is working. The Post-Sartre France (Jean-Paul Sartre was the last French intellectual I had the patience to read, all the recent and present ones are not worth the bother) is a shadow of its former grand self. France, under the thumb of charlatan cliques for some time now, has been on a steady decline, from Medieval powerhouse to the next Euro comedy routine. But it's nice to know there are still sane forces left for a probable renaissance in the future. The damage to the French brand might have been irreversibly fatal though. My friend Greg, the original homophobic chic, and the first fairy to claim having been converted into a heterosexual, actually has started his own private crusade: seeing how infected by Kevlarites the "made in France" high-end brands are, he decided that he better ditch them altogether because they suddenly started making him "itchy" (his diplomatese for "nauseous"). The original charlatan pretension was supposed to promote "inclusion" but it's easy to see how all these charlatanisms have led into separate social bubbles that it's doubtful if a more inclusive market was even the goal. You can't promote "inclusion" by politically blackmailing everybody to swallow their revulsion- sooner or later they will vomit all over your market.

Mostly, charlatanism has been heavy in areas already declining into irrelevance (mostly Western European & in other highly-indebted parts where Charlatanism & Debt seemed symbiotic). At a time when the previous laggards of the world were growing, suddenly giving the dim reality a comical overlay: the Europeans can not now even claim they are crucial in the scheme of things because all the still-growing countries merely traded with each other, confirming the growing suspicion that they were no longer inevitable constants in the equation. Well, decline (economic and inevitably, political because the two, as it's becoming clear, are ultimately not separate) was never a pretty model of modernization.

And this is the part where Revoltications as a science gets very interesting. Fortunately, American exceptionalism may have been a saving grace for America until now. Future events may yet give it an unbidden boost: in about two years, the reality of a Homosexual Disease may yet lead to illegalization of public homosexuality itself and woe to those who endorsed a disease on the people. All Constitutions guarantee the protection of public health, would parties that endorsed a disease- fighting even for a special marriage to perpetuate the disease of its diseased minorities- still have the legal standing to be a political party if they were ultimately proven to be endorsing a disease? The hopefuls of the Democratic Party for the next Presidential elections all endorsed gay marriage. Will there even be a Democratic Party in two years time when all these confidential researches will finally have been published and a critical mass of converts will have decimated the ranks of the delusionals? Could a one-party America resetting itself to its rightful place be too far-fetched? What about those European countries who were too quick to legalize disease-specific marriage to their unwitting people? Can they be brought to the International Court of Justice for "incompetence as countries" so they should be absorbed by Germany or Russia because they are a danger to their own people'?

Hmm, Revoltications as a science has arrived indeed.

CHARLATANISM # 1:"If Religion is too concerned about sex, let's give it Pornography. If it fights for human life, let's give it abortion. If it fights for the family, let's give it gay families!"

Curiously, the latest economic crisis, when the 1% stumbled (human as they are), has exposed the ruses of charlatinism. That without the 1% as cover for progress, the charlatans are left in the open and exposed as mere deadweights.


It's heartening to see the clear-eyed are fighting back in France. After a decade of so-called gay marriage, you certainly can't see that Dutch or Canadian Kevlarites are as respected now as the Brazilians who can't marry, and as expected, only a small portion (2%) of the 10% gay population (at least, in their propaganda), have chosen to join the charade and made a fool of themselves. What were all those noise for then, you may ask? Well, the Kevlarites have their uses- all these gay marriage intramurals are seen by keener observers as actually just a fight against the Christian religion, the centuries-old nemesis of the charlatans (My British friend Ewan has this interesting insight that there's a common thread from Galileo to the Argentinian & Canadian financial crisis up to the present one. Guess...). How can the Christian Religion have anything to do with the revulsion on gays when homophobia is still the norm in present and former atheistic communist states? I have been an agnostic in my early life but I was always revolted. Even in non-Christian countries, far-removed from Christian influence, they are also revolted. Curious why in every discussion in America or in Europe about Homosexuality, especially those conducted by a certain type of self-styled intellectuals, a leery finger is always pointed to the Christian religion as if it was the main culprit of everybody's sexual deficits when the same existing revulsion is present in other countries with or without Christian beliefs, even in officially atheist ones. Who cares if they condemn people to their diseases anyway? Gays, of course, are ready fools to be used. Who cares if a few A-lister gays would be openly insulted if they can't stomach having sex with another gay man, much less marry him, they only need a few gullible Kevlarites to use anyway so they can put one up over their anti-religious obsessions. This deliberate heaping of hatred to Christian Religion, despite the collateral damage to innocent people who only want to live their lives their way, is invoked in every turn, and while I was never a religious person throughout my life then, I always knew intellectual dishonesty when I saw one. That hatred, of course, has been the dominant badge of European charlatinism since the Inquisition. But, was the pretension even worth it? Christianity is a coping mechanism for many people from life's many challenges, but what's good fighting it for the most charlatanic reasons? (For freer sex? Lol, read below). Another dupe, of course, is the ultra-feminist movement. And, what do you know, the anti-religious obsession, the constant in the charlatanic struggle and its true objective from rousing all these sectoral wars,  is very prominent here too. You often read certain pseudo-intellectual feminists write that they stopped attending masses because the priest was a pedophile, love pomp & pageantry too much, etc. Very shallow interpretation of faith: if you embrace Religion just for the priest, then you should join a teen idol fan club instead. True to form, these shallow minds are even published in newspapers and applauded by their fellow charlatans as intellectuals.


I love sex- do I need these do-gooders rooting for me from the sidelines, that they all support me, that they will ensure I will allegedly be free to do what I want in bed (as if anybody hasn't actually always been free to do anything in his own bed), etc.? Well, trust the do-gooder to find a social or political reason to compensate for his personal irrelevance. But really, sex is not much good when there are other kibitzers. Then, here's the caveat, sex is more delicious with Religion and the moralists making noise outside the bedroom.

The alternative is the boring utopia of the charlatans. Sex is something so delicious that man will find a way to enjoy it, be it in a totalitarian or religious state (I enjoyed it in both, each adding a different shade of pleasure), and you really don't need political babying to enjoy something which is better done in private anyway. I find it political opportunism that some of these jokers would arrogate to themselves a part where they just degrade a delicious thing in the guise of altruism. I find no advantage in making sex banal as self-styled secular activists of sexual liberation would put it. Everybody should be free to do what they enjoy best- if they want sex, do it, but if somebody wants to be judgmental, so be it. The imorals need the moralists to give them balance because reality eventually gives each his own comeuppance anyway. The danger of charlatan pretension is that in order to create their utopia, they would pretend to fight for victimization dramas in every nook & cranny, but only to create more victims instead in some other nook & cranny, and before they knew it, all they have to show is the lowered sex drive of the population. There are no figures in the West but perhaps we can glean something from some statistics from Japan, which copied some of the latter Western developments like porn, becoming the second biggest pornographic market in the world, and suffered the unintended consequences as a result. There is now a disconnect: the sales may make them appear horny but in reality, 70% of single Japanese men have no girlfriends and 36% of them have no interest in sex (contributory to its falling birth rates, a common feature of all developed countries). Don't say its due to feminism because Japan has the widest gender gap in the developed world, same figures as in many macho lands. The nerves, when constantly bombarded by stimuli, become refractory in no time. Could constant overstimulation render an organism so refractory that it could lose its libido? Highly likely, & that may be called "banalisation" among charlatan circles, but they just made sex less exciting and life less worth living. And, voila, there are actually serious unintended self-defeating consequences which could even endanger the survival itself of a nation because of the consequent shrinking and aging population... contributed in a major part by ignorant activism and an artificially-induced refractory libido! (There is an increasing single population in the US, how much of that is related to pornography?)


Three weeks ago, the future was laid bare: a lady Japanese parliamentarian, Noda Seiko, declared the wisdom of banning abortion as a critical measure to stem the falling population of the third biggest economy in the world. All developed societies are saddled, in varying degrees, by an aging population (besides declining living standards, of course) as a result of meticulous population control measures initiated decades earlier (and now abetted by a warped libido as described above). Charlatan-co-opted ultra-feminist propaganda ardently advocated right from the beginning the need for birth control, including abortion, so women can allegedly enter the workforce. So, at a time when curious legislations were made where an employer was prohibited from asking the pregnancy plans of future female employees even in shrinking markets battered by high youth unemployment (lol, guess in what countries?), you now have a situation where reality forces you to revisit common sense and start ticking off from the same list of ticked delusions. Abortion? Checked? Uncheck!!


What were the noise about gay marriage, free sex & abortion for then? Here is charlatanic modernization for you now: A disease, a lowered sex drive, re-illegalization of abortion ( yup, life affirmation in the end, lol!), aging population & economic decline.

Reality seems to be knocking too early for charlatan dreamers? Curious, so after all the high-fallutin' intellectual pretensions, Religion was right after all in matters of life, marriage and sex?

Now you know why our novel is a comedy.


To be fair, there are uses for the charlatans. Charlatans are handy in creating noises that could be interpreted as promoting democracy. But like in every situation when you use anybody dubious, there are bound to be hitches, and they just might bring down democracy instead. How?


What's the common denominator among these: a writhing naked fag trying to seduce you, a nearly 60- year old singer showing her wrinkled breast before her nauseous audience or a porno actress who tries to kiss you after watching her gangbanged by a football team?

They were supposed to be epitomes of "charlatanic modernisms", but of course, you're right, they are actually all revolting!

And that revulsion could be directed at their sponsor. Now that color revolutions have been checked and armed intervention is ultimately imperative, built-in charlatanic infiltrations are now mostly seen as mercenaries, loonies, or worse, revolting. In a world where the richest per capita countries are undemocratic like Qatar & Singapore and the soon wealthiest is a one-party but very rational state, it won't serve to be seen as mere protector of charlatans, therefore, revulsion.

Revulsion doesn't only heal homosexual disease. More importantly, it heals civilizations.


I extracted this from Chapter 1 of the novel. Another peep into "Charlatanic Modern" worlds.

2020 Los Angeles

The shoes cost too much, almost half her monthly salary. She will just have to borrow from her sister Peggy, she could even not repay her like many times before. Just served her right for marrying that rich dork. How could Peggy be having good sex with that garlic-breath buffon? At least, he's good at earning millions but did he even care women had to have orgasms too? Pity her backward sister, she was easily contented with living in a twenty million-dollar mansion, but at what cost? She remained a slave of her selfish husband just like their mother & all the sad women in her ancestry who never had the courage to fight for their dignity & rights. Well, she was her own master. Always has been. Always will be. She's almost sixty & not once was she under the thumb of any man. Marriage is sexist & no way would she allow herself to be oppressed. She didn't have to wed Alfie's father, she could raise her child herself & she did. It was too bad Alfie rebelled against the poverty but at least, they had their pride intact. But her child inherited his father's lack of pride. He ran away, he's now living in his father's ten million-dollar yatch & won't call her. Poor Alfie, he got his father's fascist genes. She could feel her beloved child will become as sexist as his miserable father. Well, no need to feel guilty, her life was dedicated to serving mankind & damned him if her own son won't appreciate her bigger sacrifices.

Once more, she checked her make-up in the rear-view mirror then she got out as sophisticated as she could from her car. She was wearing her new 3-inch stiletto heels which she was sure was the most expensive on the road that very moment in a hundred-mile radius. She knew she still walked like a model so she imagined herself sashaying in a fashion ramp as she trudged along the dirty gravel paths leading to the rundown bungalow. How could a famous singer live in a dump like that? She guessed this one must be perennially stoned, he probably never noticed rattlesnakes would want to move in with him anytime soon.

Well, it appeared this one needed some lessons. Big-time. She pushed the doorbell daintily, making sure the angle of her elbow to her index finger was just right, convinced that was how a queen would do it.

The singer himself opened the door. She was right, the idiot was clearly stoned.
"Good morning, Mr. Crawford. I'm Tina Ford from the Human Rights Protection Monitor." She didn't bother to hold out her hand, the human trash before her was dumpster personified.
"Can... I... help... you?"
"We sent you a letter about your holding a concert in Burma, a dictatorial country which doesn't respect human rights, we need your public apology." She tried her best to sound very formal (like a queen, she was sure) but the guy's breath really stank, it took all her might not to puke."You know we could complicate matters for you if you continue to offend the sensibilities of civilized people." She decided to lay down her cards right away there, she needed to get away fast.
"Burma? But I did no concert there recently?"
"Don't confuse me, Mr. Crawford," She raised her right eyebrow as high as she could, thinking that was how a billionaire's wife would do it to a particularly hicky underling."You did!"
"September 10, 2012." She smirked sure that was how that British croak Margaret Thatcher did it." You were paid a million dollars to sing in the inauguration of the new dictator."
Suddenly, the singer looked as if the effects of the drugs evaporated away & stared at her sure she was crazy.
"It would be for the interest of everybody if you return the money, or give it to charity," she smugly persisted, pointing her gnarled nose into the air, feeling she was indeed a queen." Just to atone for your cavalier disregard for a civilized society's sensibility."
"You're really crazy, aren't you?"
"No need to be impertinent, Mr. Crawford." Again, the Thatcherite smirk. She's loving it.
"I remember you sent me a letter the minute I returned from Burma in 2012 yet & I told you to spare me your politics. That money was mine. Why return here again now? The Burmese are very big investors in Hollywood these days. Didn't I hear all the human rights organizations have been disbanded already five years ago? So what brought you here? You're nuts. You came straight from the asylum, didn't you?"

The brute was laughing at her face. This one won't ever learn how to respect the sensibility of civilized people. When she's angry, really angry, she would lose control of her hand. She felt it grip the cold knife inside the front pocket of her skirt. But she could understand the principle. Some people needed to be taught the proper way to respect.

The next thing she knew, the knife was already stuck deep in the singer's heart. Justice, she smiled sweetly feeling like an angel.


NOTE: Why is the title "Utopia Charlatanica Moderna"? Well, because Tina is insane, she is in her own utopia. You get the drift.


I'm almost done memorizing Japanese Kanji characters. I can understand Japanese web 70% most of the time already. A Singaporean friend advised me to might as well learn Mandarin because those same characters are used (with slight modification to some). What do you know? You think Mandarin is hard? I was always rebuffed by the tonal sounds but given the right coach, it turned out to be one of the simplest to learn. I barely had two lessons but I am confident, before the year is through, I'll be fluent in Mandarin too. I decided to ditch my original plan of learning the other European languages like Slovak & Polish. In fact, I've dropped plans of mastering the Scandinavian languages altogether. I was disheartened after reading all those "progressive legislations" in their original versions. Charlatanic manga, I would say (Legislated breastfeeding? Released potential? Lol!). Goodbye to all that, thank you!

For the record, out of the 12 languages that I speak fluently, my favorites are Italian, Russian and now I include Nippongo.


YUI- Tokyo 

Yui is the most popular Japanese singer among those who appeared in the 2000's

Regine Velasquez (PHILIPPINES) & Jacky Cheung (HONGKONG/CHINA)- In Love With You

A duet between the two biggest superstars in their respective countries, later covered by Mariah Carey

 Below is an HD version, from a show of the two in Tokyo

Regine Velasquez- My Love Emotion
Jacky Cheung & Regine Velasquez - In Love With You