Sunday, September 30, 2012

TREATING HOMOSEXUALITY: I Love You 3 Vomits A Day (Sexual Conversion 101b)

John Terry & family
by Dick & Poli

NOTE: This is Part 2 of the preceding article so please read Part 1 for context. Last time, we claimed revulsion to homosexual sex is one of the natural defenses of a straight boy and it is in the derangement of this defense that homosexual feelings are generated. A gay man only has to fully recover that revulsion in order to start reinventing himself as heterosexual. Which apparently a slew of successful sexual converts were able to achieve. We mentioned some exercises done as complementary to the formal reparative therapy program, we have more this week.  Suffice to say, full recovery of revulsion as a tool in sexual conversion was first written in this blog. A bird told us somebody has started designing a little research along this line. Hush-hush because of still sensitive PC considerations. At least, he realized that if gays ever learned they really could have an easy way to be converted, they definitely would prefer being normal than abnormal and political correctness would be moot "in no time". He's right of course, but I just hope he'll be fair with the credits. We won't come out to claim the acclaim, he can have them all, but he should at least mention this blog in his reference. We created the principle and we've been running here the anecdotal proofs which could be easily reproduced. Reproducibilty, the mark of a true scientific principle (We are giving it a formal name: "The Principle of Revulsion Recovery as Reparative Therapy for Homosexuality"). See the great things that could come out from a mere beefcake blog?

Another thing. The exercise I created which I playfully called "Instant Yuck" created a buzz of its own (overheard whispered in a pub: "Have you tried Instant Yuck?"). Let's give it a more formal term before it gets more famous. How about "Revulsion Enhancement for Future Straights" or REFS? Classier, and more macho:"Have you tried REFS?" The kibitzers might think you're talking about pummeling the stupid referee in last night's game.
 
'Devoted to you'? Lol, that's so yesterday! 'Revolted to you' is more like it. If you love men, why should you settle with less than a man? Respect your stomach, baby!

But that is moot. There really is sexual conversion. In our last post, we featured the surprising stories of Tony & Heinrich. It turned out you can indeed resign from being gay after all. Being gay with a refined stomach who won't swallow his vomit (an A-lister)  is the  perfect position to enjoy all the advantages. We have received more jolting testimonies from friends and we'll share some more below. Each developed their own method to lick their sexual abnormality & won.

You have to be really liberal in its true essence, open to every concept irrespective of the prevailing fashionable thinking or political pretension. Both of the latter are notorious for being fleeting. So it turned out, gays should be revolted with each other instead of gritting their teeth & deluding themselves they were actually falling in love when they should be vomiting. The solution was there lying among gays all along. Gays themselves are the secret to their deliverance from permanent abnormality & misery. As Tony of New York puts it: gays only had to be revolted with each other. Revulsion is the key. Revulsion revolution! The biggest reason why closet gays don't come out is not the fear of society but of  their distaste in joining the outed gay community. Just capitalize on that distaste and remove the closet forever.

THE ORIGIN

How did I discover the potentials of Revulsion as a reparative therapy? I should have been sharper right away from the beginning. I have always been revolted by thoughts of sex with "less than men", I thought it was like eating spoiled food. Often were the times when I was immediately stopped on my tracks in admiring a man just by a mere suspicion of his "dubious sexual ingredients". Perhaps, the start of this blog should have given me the hint of greater things to come but I was still blissfully innocent then. We were on a rained out vacation, trapped in an Oriental hotel room but the beefcake in the web was not a welcome relief from the boredom because our doubts on the sexualities of the models all but destroyed our enthusiasm in enjoying them. We were aware of the campaign to insert gay models in the blogosphere, to con everyone to consider them palatable (LOL, part of the delusional but politically charged activism), something which poisoned web beefcakes for us & that started us drifting away even long before. Thus we thought of starting the blog out of boredom, a temporary diversion, at least we could be assured we're wasting our time on the real straight McCoys while the weather still had tantrums. We thought we could forget it just like that after our vacation. I actually have forgotten it already until the poster reminded me we were actually a hit. In a year's time, it was as big in America as most of the biggest long-running beefcake blogs (5-year old & older blogs). There were many like us out there.

I never thought I could be healed through this blog. Even when we were publishing daily, we relied on submissions by readers who guaranteed us the sexuality of the athletes. But I never developed interests on other blogs, the lingering suspicion and nagging undercurrents of revulsion all but eradicated my desire to appreciate their models. We could use the word revolted. There came a time I suddenly felt my interest in men was contracting because the scene was so degraded by political maneuverings to dilute the sexual environment with the contrived prominence of gays in all-male sex. More often than not, instead of becoming horny, I would be revolted.

It was not long before I got the insight: my increasing revulsion with the persistent gay dilution was actually destroying my interest in men. It was  just a matter of connecting the dots afterwards. Gays themselves, because of their inherent high revulsion coefficient values (especially to an A-lister), could kill homosexual desires.

The rest is history. Sexual conversion turned out to be easy. And I  fueled it with my intensifying revulsion.

I was sorry I couldn't continue publishing daily but becoming normal melts the steel in one's stomach. I've given all the rights of the blog to the poster, we have hundreds of unpublished submitted pictures, but he himself hasn't decided what to do with them. Or with the blog. As I've narrated in one article before, he himself vomited once in transcribing some of our posts.

REVULSION REVOLUTION

Let's review "REFS" (the former "Instant Yuck"):

Consider this as part of your Yoga or any meditation sessions:

Imagine a naked fairy. Imagine him writhing on a bed & hitting you with this come-hit-him look. I bet you will immediately feel nausea. Don't retreat yet, fight against your mounting revulsion, imagine yourself actually approaching him & really try to look all over his naked writhing body. The revulsion will intensify but let it torture you. If you vomit at this point, stop. The revulsion is imprinted into your defense mechanism. Simple Pavlovian mechanism at work here.

Now, many gays try to appear like knockoffs of real men. They loiter in the gyms. With the lisping mountains of muscle, you instantly spot them and even without thoughts of seduction and sex, just the sight triggers an immediate revulsion (Really, don't they realize this?). It takes a little work to identify the knockoffs the more closet they become. But the body has its memory : the minute it gets the confirmation the muscled "Adonis" is not a "real man", your body will activate its defense mechanism.

Then the "better evolution" will work by itself. There will come a point you will feel the revulsion whenever you think of sex with a man. It's made easier now when you suspect anybody naked in the web to have dubious sexuality because mostly B-lister bloggers have mixed in the gay ones with the straight ones as part of the propaganda. A point will come when you suspect them all as gay and thus elicit revulsion. Actually, in time, the muscular straight-acting gay will be more  revolting because the "gay-muscle" ruse is a natural revulsion trigger.

The body will still retain its libido. If the gate towards guys were blocked, it will find another outlet. Sexual relationships are said to follow a "U curve" where love diminishes after 6 months to 3 years (the downward slope of the U) but it will pick up again later on as other factors in human relationship kicks in. I didn't have any problem with the first part, but if you can't initially trigger things in the first downward slope, just hang on, and you will ride along with the upward slope of the curve and maintain a healthy heterosexual relationship. The body is more intelligent than it was made to appear.

Let's analyze some of the anecdotes, including the two in the previous post.

1. Tony, 37, New York:
"... I was supposed to have a boy friend for a year now but I have to admit I was not so sure it was really love... There were times I had this vague gross feeling about him but I always tried to ignore it. I thought a small price to pay for something bigger. When I read your post, I tried to concentrate on the uncomfortable  feelings for a change. Somehow it became starker, I could feel it getting grosser & grosser by the second. You won't believe it, when I saw him that same night, this overwhelming gross revulsion suddenly took over me and I had to run to the bathroom. I told him it was over after that. I never thought it could be that fast..."

You see here that as if a dam has exploded. One nick and the whole shebang collapsed. Like most gays, Tony was taken with the idea of being in love and he tried to suppress his innate revulsion just to go through the motions of being in a romantic relationship with a man. But dams built on substandard materials will inevitably break in time. Pretentious politics can never be a magic wand to turn sand into stone. What will happen is that everybody, just like Tony, will eventually get the flash of insight at some point, and let's hope not simultaneously, or all the suckers will vomit at the same time and flood us with the bile of their wrecked delusions. 

2. Heinrich, 23, Berlin (translated from German):
 "Whenever I see a cute straight man, I think of his sperm cells, dancing a cancan chorus singing in a lispy voice. I imagine swallowing the hideous sperm cells coquettishly sashaying down my throat and I immediately feel sick. I have lost interest with any cute man. It has been like that, automatic. I never develop sexy feelings for a man anymore, it makes me sick... The sexual feelings toward a girl strengthened... "

Simple but effective. You really don't have to vomit, just get this sense of impending ick and your pleasure mechanism will break down. You see an attractive man but before your cerebrum truly synthesises all the stimuli, your subconscious would have revolted already all the neural synapses that you will not produce a pleasure response.

3. Ricky, 21, Sydney:
 "You're bound to unknowingly have sex with a closet case... somebody must have slipped through your filters, convince yourself somebody did, believe that you've had sex with him & you'll surely feel this incredible revulsion. This lingering revulsion will color your perception of any man. You'll shudder each time you see an attractive man, your subconconscious will always be shouting in your head he's definitely a revolting gay man..."

4. Jack, 25, Shoreditch, London:
"Like you, I also consider muscular straight-acting gays are the most revolting so I used this once famous Latin singer who used to  swing his hips to seduce the screaming girls as the club to curb my homosexual impulses. The memory of that scene really gives me the creeps & just overhearing that song gives me  horrors. Gays pumping in the gym too... Eventually thoughts of seduction & men gave me the creeps..."

5.  Maarten, 20, Rotterdam, Netherlands (translated from Dutch):
"Think of the swishing grandpa who was wearing pink leather hot pants in the last canal gay pride parade in Amsterdam. When you meet an attractive man, picture him wearing those pink hot pants, sure eww, you won't even notice he's got great blue eyes..."

The first part is just to enhance your existing revulsion, use that revulsion to eventually block the seductive effects of  men on you so you can free up the libido which would have no other resort but to flow to the course of lower resistance. The destruction of the homosexual impulses is the critical part and that could be accomplished by a nuclear bomb conjured from harnessed innate revulsive mechanisms. It's relatively easier to develop the heterosexual connections. There are many revulsion-enhancing procedures: choose the gay aspect which most revolted you then start from there. Straight boys have intact revulsion defenses. A-listers have a greater chance to succeed because parts of their revulsion defenses were still existing, they only have to be reinforced. B-listers need more work but it has been done.

There are more exercises. We'll feature the others in our next posts. Pick the one that suits you.(Reminder: these exercises are best when complementary to a regular Reparative Therapy program but they are very important by themselves as revulsion reinforcement drills because they zero on direct to the sexual response). 

POLITICS

In a practical sense, we have to slow down in feeding the articles, they just might be caught in the pretentious heat of intellectually dishonest politics and the important things overlooked as a result. We have stumbled into something historic here, the abnormality could indeed be managed & has been managed. Gay issues have been coopted by politicians & professional "intellectuals" for their own purposes, not necessarily for the gays themselves who would only want to enjoy their sexuality in their own way & not reduced to playing some other people's pretentious scripts which would become irrelevant shortly anyway as the planet's  scheme of things evolve going forward. Noisy equality brouhaha is superfluous if you cease being gay altogether. It's infinitely nicer to be truly equal in its true sense: be a real man yourself.

The politicians should just find less pretentious crusades.

THE GIRL

I now speak 10 languages fluently. Russian was the 8th that I've learned but it has become one of my favorites. And I found the Russians did not only have a beautiful language. They have the most beautiful girls as well. My British friend Ewan says the Scandinavians are "probably 15% pretty but the rest are mostly dumpy, the better ones surely have migrated to Minnessota and the very best to Russia" (don't you love brutal British honesty?). Compared to the other Nordics, the Russian girls are the most proportional and the most "statuesque". You'll have more possibility of spotting model-types in the streets of St. Petersburg than anywhere else. I don't know what the final genetic concoction through the centuries was (Ewan says "Polish Slavs tend to look edematous")  but the Russian end-product is definitely sexy.

The most useful Russian opening lines:

Ты сексуальна, Я настоящий полковник! Я мечтаю о твоем теле. Я вся горю.  Ты вся мокрая? Давай займёмся любовью! Давай потрахаемся!

 (Learn the last four sentences and you'll enjoy your stay in Russia, where you'll see more  real beauties per square meter than anywhere else).

Нюша- БОльно



Nyusha- Painfully



 

Monday, September 10, 2012

LOVE & DELUSION: Revulsion Is A Many-Splendored Thing (Sexual Conversion 101a)

Matts Hummels, Borussia Dortmund, Bundesliga, and German national player, with girl friend


by Dick & Poli

More and more, I am considering this blog as an afterthought but out of the blue, it still could jolt me speechless. Tony of New York suggested we give a separate post to a portion of the preceding article (LOVE MEANS NEVER HAVING TO SAY IT'S REVOLTING) which tackled sexual conversion because it was buried in a long political article which could have masked its all-important  breakthrough- "it just might have been the most relevant writing on modern human sexuality ever", he wrote. "A simple, cost-effective escape". In less than a week, it allegedly gave him a joy he never experienced since he discovered his "not quite normal" sexuality decades ago.

Here it is again:

 EXERCISE 1: Sexual Conversion

 The hope among the delusional was that by sheer political tenacity alone, they could deaden their senses & pretend evolution will lead to a new generation which will adopt delusion as the norm: that is, future young gays will learn it's normal to swallow their vomit. Actually, no need to fantasize about demented future generations: you can use that tactic in reverse, reengineer your sexual reactions yourself. Now. For the better. There are exercises to kill your same-sex attraction. I deviced this one, this can be done at your leisure: the simplest, I call it the "Instant Yuck" maneuver (it will complement your Sexual Conversion therapy program). This is just a reinforcement drill among those who are inherently revolted by the thoughts of having sex with a man who admits he's actually gay, like all my friends (btw, good news, Greg, the famous "Homophobic Chic", has a girl friend). For those with stronger stomachs, it will still work, just a matter of introducing refinement again into your guts.

Consider this as part of your Yoga or any meditation sessions (Ewan likes to call this "The Perez Hilton Maneuver" for whatever reason):

Imagine a naked fairy. Imagine him writhing on a bed & hitting you with this come-hit-him look. I bet you will immediately feel nausea. Don't retreat yet, fight against your mounting revulsion, imagine yourself actually approaching him & really try to look all over his naked writhing body. The revulsion will intensify but let it torture you. If you vomit at this point, stop. The revulsion is imprinted into your defense mechanism. Simple Pavlovian mechanism at work here.

Now, many gays try to appear like knockoffs of real men. They loiter in the gyms. With the lisping mountains of muscle, you instantly spot them and even without thoughts of seduction and sex, just the sight triggers an immediate revulsion (Really, don't they realize this?). It takes a little work to identify the knockoffs the more closet they become. But the body has its memory : the minute it gets the confirmation the muscled "Adonis" is not a "real man", your body will activate its defense mechanism.

Then the "better evolution" will work by itself. There will come a point you will feel the revulsion whenever you think of sex with a man. It's made easier now when you suspect anybody naked in the web to have dubious sexuality because mostly B-lister bloggers have mixed in the gay ones with the straight ones as part of the propaganda. A point will come when you suspect them all as gay and thus elicit revulsion. Actually, in time, the muscular straight-acting gay will be more  revolting because the "gay-muscle" ruse is a natural revulsion trigger.

The body will still retain its libido. If the gate towards guys were blocked, it will find another outlet. Sexual relationships are said to follow a "U curve" where love diminishes after 6 months to 3 years (the downward slope of the U) but it will pick up again later on as other factors in human relationship kicks in. I didn't have any problem with the first part, but if you can't initially trigger things in the first downward slope, just hang on, and you will ride along with the upward slope of the curve and maintain a healthy heterosexual relationship. The body is more intelligent than it was made to appear. More on this in the novel.


Tony, New York City, 37 :"... I was supposed to have a boy friend for a year now but I have to admit I was not so sure it was really love... There were times I had this vague gross feeling about him but I always tried to ignore it. I thought a small price to pay for something bigger. When I read your post, I tried to concentrate on the uncomfortable  feelings for a change. Somehow it became starker, I could feel it getting grosser & grosser by the second. You won't believe it, when I saw him that same night, this overwhelming gross revulsion suddenly took over me and I had to run to the bathroom. I told him it was over after that. I never thought it could be that fast..."

Heinrich, 23, Berlin (translated from German): "Whenever I see a cute straight man, I think of his sperm cells, dancing a cancan chorus singing in a lispy voice. I imagine swallowing the hideous sperm cells coquettishly sashaying down my throat and I immediately feel sick. I have lost interest with any cute man. It has been like that, automatic. I never develop sexy feelings for a man anymore, it makes me sick... The sexual feelings toward a girl strengthened... "

 "Let's gross out each other!"

It seems obvious, the solution to homosexual feelings lies on the gays themselves. As Tony puts it "gays could gross each other out. Just replicating the revulsion felt by a normal straight man to homosexual sex. I suspect nature built in that revulsion as defense and it is when the fail-safe revulsion mechanism fails that homosexual feelings appear."

In short, revulsion is the natural heterosexual defense to homosexuality. For a long time now, after a thorough analysis of my sexuality, I had the same conclusion. A homosexual only has to recover that revulsion to reinvent himself as a heterosexual again. Some pretentious people make this intellectually dishonest claim that if they tried sexual conversion, they might just fail and think of suicide because of alleged ensuing depression. It's dumb reasoning actually but, surprisingly, in the pretentiously compassionate trend of the moment, that's actually accepted in "intellectual" circles, revealing the true level (very low) of being intellectual in these days of decline. You won't go to battle just because you fear you'll be depressed and kill yourself afterwards? I have always considered being gay was worse than suicide itself, and look where I am now, I won.

If you're a loser, why expect the future generation to be a loser like you and gamble them for the sake of  your delusion? Is current gay politics, amidst the "glory" of self-righteous altruistic pretension, merely content in being a passive reactionary to an abnormality and in pushing more people into the fire instead? Or is it actually only more interested in another agenda and is just using an abnormal group of people who might just have an escape from misery?

To most closet gays, the greatest reason for not coming out is not  because of fear of society but distaste for joining the outed gay community. They just developed their own modus vivendi with life and who's to say they're not happier that way. That's the perennial problem with political pretensions, it's so easy to lay the blame on anything- poor religion, poor society, etc., but that's the logic of the congenitally outed ones who merely wanted company in misery. Imagining about modernizing the world needs more than simplistic  pretension.

Alas, it turned out, there's even no need for the closet. You can actually burn it and come out free.

Reminder: it is still best to do these exercises as complementary to a sexual conversion program (or what they call reparative therapy). They could tailor the program to the individual. Though you'll discover these exercises will have a big impact, direct on the sexual reaction itself, and they had the same effect on me as on  my friends who mostly consider themselves ex-gays now. I became more accepting of religion when I had my program (I chose a religious-based one, thinking that time, I wanted a thoroughly out of character milieu, the current one then was sapping my sanity and energy anyway). It gave me the peace of mind and humility, the silent courage to battle the odds. Time and again, the proof is in the pudding, not in airy posturing and dishonest intellectualization.


GIRL

Something became awry in the development of sexuality responses, and you just have to look where and how it became awry and act accordingly. Find another back window where to climb in and do the repairs.

Most gays panic when they don't immediately get erection with a girl so they end up depressed and give up. I never had problems. I noted that my sexual reactions involved "forms". Before, when I saw a cute man, the image of his genitals being stimulated immediately took over and  it seemed some force was transferring the stimulation to my genitals. I noted, however, that when I was immediately distracted and the stimulated genital image had no time to make its effects felt, no sexual desire was generated. Whenever I watched a straight porn, I immediately sensed that a breast of a girl being fondled excited me, though on a weaker spark. But it was still a spark, and a spark could be turned into fires. It was not long before I deduced a protruding body part being sexually stimulated had the same effect on my genitals. Most gays immediately give up when they are not sexually triggered by a vagina. They were using the wrong trigger, you may try the breast initially instead.

One thing I discovered was I only had problem with the trigger. The trigger was a "protruding part" but the sex itself was better on a woman because of the natural fit between a penis and a vagina. As you learn to be triggered by a breast and enjoy the sex with a vagina, in time, the vagina will become the trigger itself- with enough satisfactory sexual history with a vagina to back it up, the bigger and more stimulating mental image then will be the rewards of your penis inside a vagina.

After the sexual conversion, I lost all desire with having sex with a man and the penile image has become gross itself. As Heinrich has said, the effect of the woman eventually strengthens.

For a bisexual, the attraction to a woman is already there so it's a matter of cautherizing the effects of a man. For a totally homosexual one, it's more work but it has been done.

More details in the novel.

LOVE

Surprisingly, it's the easiest thing in the world when the parts fit. When planets align, there is love.


MUSIC & THE GIRL

Let's talk about the girl. This is the number one song in Russia now, from the sexiest singer in the world today.


Нюша – Воспоминание
Россия



Nyusha- Remembrance

Russia

 
 
  
 

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Love Means Never Having To Say It's Revolting

Danny Cipriani and former girl friend, Kelly Brooks
by Silvio Merkel

This is the third part of our "Nausea" series of articles (Part 1, Part 2), inspired by the online quotes below which we have featured in the last two posts:

REVIEW OF CIVILIZATIONS

Sodom - gay galore - DOWNFALL
Greece - gay galore - DOWNFALL
Rome   - gay galore - DOWNFALL
West - gay galore- China dominates the world economy - DOWNFALL

An Asian culture is society-based, not individual-based. Asian culture doesn't condone the gay agenda, it's almost sure it won't countenance itself being undermined by areas which would have the gall to assume they were still superior when they were already washed-out. Surprisingly, it will have allies within the West itself which will yearn for the morality that made it soar high in the past. So there may be a theoretical harmonization of cultures in the future based on resurgent Morality because the basic spirit running through Asian and traditional Christian values are the same.

...and gays will again hide for centuries like they did after every civilization change. Cycles in history.

Learn from history

It appears the eventual prominence of gays towards the end of a civilization has always been a perennial indicator of a civilization's approaching downfall. That civilization is so weak it should consider as "having an open mind" or even "deep thinking" to swallow its vomit.

Post-Delusionalism is blowing in the wind. Great. I end our self-imposed silence there. I guess, we'll still  try to squeak every now and then. I tried to just have a month of rest but my stomach still kept on "churning" each time I tried to write again. It turned out our silence lasted for 3 months eventually. I became used to the good feeling, I'm just so happy I'm now normal. But my friends kept on urging me, we still have to complete the serialization of our "future classic novels". Okay, I guess I just have to grit my teeth for this one (a couple of Metoclopramide capsules for good measure).

My political evolution from the Left to my current Post-Delusional worldview came about when I heard Herman Cain heckle the Occupy Wall Street rallyists that, in effect, they should have worked harder instead of blaming anybody for their plight. My instant reaction was knee-jerk outrage, but my doubts, which have been simmering for a long time, boiled over to the surface inevitably. The main reason why people didn't bite the Occupy delusion was they already have tasted the fruits of a wealthy society, & they saw simple people like them who became wealthy & made something out of their lives. Who could begrudge these people? The usual agitators who had nothing to show but their mouths? No, the tired "equality" rhetoric is amiss here, it's outdated already. People are basically fair, and intellectually dishonest activism eventually crumbles from simple insight. Who ever really believed the world would be liveable when "each one would just give what he can & just get what he needs" but the most intellectually dishonest or desperately sad? Just to compensate for a low-esteem, it's enough to pretend to be intellectual, modern & all that jazz and impose one's delusions on others?  At a time when the richest countries of the world are the "undemocratic" Qatar & Singapore, you'd wonder how much delusional politics have figured in the current decline's equation (To add to the surrealism: authoritarian Qatar is a primover of democracy in the Arab Spring).

 The past events proved only 1% of the population was needed to produce wealth. Every delusion introduced into society seemed progressive when times were rich. All the pseudointellectuals could even pretend they contributed to the progress, credits are free in a free society. But what if the 1% stumbled, like what happened in 2008? Europe is a nice exhibit of what happens when the wealthy cover unmasked the political & social delusions beneath. In times of obvious decline, pretentions of modernity are best seen as they actually are- ridiculous. The good thing is when the cover disappears, the pretentious becomes obvious. Look at France. After the initial gloating with the election of Socialist Francois Hollande as President, where was the growth rhetoric now by the way, is it synonymous now with "austerity"? When the Spanish Prime Minister Mariano Rajoy did his budget cuts to "save Spain for the future", did you feel sympathy for those old employees who protested violently and gave a chaotic picture of the country, worsening the economic prospects & unnerving investments instead? Needless to say, some tactics, and political theories, have become outdated. Like so many other pretensions eventually.

In a world where the political and intellectual spaces are shrinking & becoming less credible by the day, you get your own answer. I read 30 newspapers in 10 languages now but more often than not I couldn't say I was convinced by the commentaries 90% most of the time. The Occupy in LA all but packed up but never once when it was raging hard had it been mentioned among my friends who all tended to be more on the liberal side of politics. That's how wisened up (or even indifferent) most educated people are considering the present state of world developments. Being liberal now doesn't mean you have to assume the whole political package or be straitjacketed by a political stance (I considered myself liberal for one because I didn't believe suicide was foolhardy, for instance: I was in awe of gays who had the guts to kill themselves, they probably felt useless with just the prospect of having to exist with & make do with somebody who revolted them, something which the contemporary gay activism seemed to promote, and as it's getting obvious, nothing to do with heterosexual oppression at all).

All things eventually fell into place. It's not so much as becoming conservative but becoming post-delusional. Being modern shouldn't be an excuse to resort to delusions. The current gay agenda is delusional. I never felt oppressed by heterosexuals even when I was active in all-male sex, straight jocks were too delicious for that. What oppressed me was having to survive the seduction of a lisping fag. Perhaps if I were ugly, I wouldn't have a problem. But oppression is a two-way street: when I punched a Muscle Mary hassling me in a urinal, it's to revolt from his oppression which prevented me from having a relaxed pee (Why do they discriminate, why don't they hassle the ugly ones instead?) Punching him meant I wanted to stop him before vomiting because I really felt worse vomiting over anybody's face (though, that may prove a manna from heaven with those with vomit fetishes, like the one in Berghrain in Berlin who jerked off more frantically instead when the vomitus flowed over his face. I vomited a second time & he sighed contentedly, I never knew if he had orgasm because I left then immediately).

 It's really only common sense why I finally decided I don't take gay marriage seriously. If they could stomach living with each other, good, but call it any other name. Nature & Science so arranged & ordered everything that each variable in the order of things had its own taxonomic value. Spare me the political pretensions of Equality, etc. At its most simplest, it's for convenience: when you say "Johnny married", why should you be bothered to issue a second statement to clarify that he married another guy because he's gay. Why not just use one sentence: "Johnny doggified" for instance (the Inuit President privately used the word "doggify" in lieu of gay marriage in the novel), no need to encumber yourself clarifying he married a man just because some gays who had super stomachs had delusions. As for the more pretentious reasons, well, there are six chapters devoted to the topic in the novel. 6 chapters: the first 3 when the Inuit President & his Campaign Manager discussed how to get the money from fag sponsors and the next 3 when they had to actually negotiate with the gays ( The world economy would start tottering here when investors started noticing the frequent hospital admissions of the President due to a mysterious gastric condition which caused "mysterious" persistent vomiting). Our poster, Poli, finally admitted he actually vomited when he first tried to transcribe them. Should I edit them? Apparently, with normality, you lose the steel of your stomach. If they challenge my delicate stomach now, what about my A-lister friends who dutifully follow my blog- are their stomachs durable enough (A-listers are homosexuals who couldn't stomach having sex with another homosexual; B-listers are those with super stomachs)? What about the many heterosexual journalists from many countries who follow us? Declaring an International Day of Vomiting was never a part of my plan.

As I've written, I am not in favor of using the word "marriage" for gays. No need for it. Mostly, the countries debating it heatedly are the declining ones anyway. Well, no surprise, what do you expect, they are just being consistent with their downward trajectory. Perhaps, they will still be able to delude themselves they will still be "modern" down in the pits, I couldn't see many wanting to join them down there (But I suspect, the eventual backlash will take into account all the pretentious politics taken during their freefall and let's just hope it won't be violent). But one thing is sure, those left progressive will be left standing laughing down at them. I doubt if they could pretend being "modern" at  that point.

There's no limit to delusion, that's very evident in the increasingly discredited ways of contemporary politics. It's underscoring the weakness, not the strength of democracy: that so ridiculous a set of political pretensions could come so far should have been a hint something was wrong, not some modernization (lol) was going on. It doesn't speak well of democracy when a puny group could divide the populace for such delusional expectations. More and more, it is becoming a proof of the ongoing decline.

Overall, it has been proven time and again, B-lister gays are a hard-sell: in 2005, 6% of the UK population identified as gay, but despite the steady multi-platform propaganda, in 2010, only 1% were left willing to identify as one. If Elton John couldn't do anything to degrade the standards of the Britons, who would be cheap enough to be swayed by the small-time celebrities who came out so far in America? Have you seen a rush of anybody who came out lately which you didn't already suspect all along? I know more in the closet (even ex-gays) than out but most of them are happily married with their families now and the gay issue is furthest from their mind. Since I started this blog, have you seen a rush of famous gay athletes who came out despite the campaigns done (allegedly to purposely counteract the effects of this blog, according to an insider, so millions have been used- to no avail)? Why do you think, despite all the political blackmails and other campaigns, is all-male porn still dominated by gay-for-pay actors if it was true every homosexual now has a strong stomach?

Contrived pretentious noises were really just a weak buzz in the forest. After a decade, in the Netherlands, in a country with declining rates of heterosexual marriages, only 2% are homosexual (both genders). But even now, I can't see Dutch gay men better treated than their Thai or Brazilian counterparts though the last two couldn't marry. In the homosexual community, how many really would want to marry? Only 1 out of 6 British gay men remained willing to be out so we could infer a lop-sided majority surely had gay marriage out of their mind, but the question is, out of the one remaining 1%, how many could even stomach having sex with another gay man enough to marry one? We're talking of decimal places here. Generally, a well-adjusted gay man would wonder why somebody who revolted him sexually had to fight for him and even wanted him to live with his revulsion. An ugly man tries his best to win a beautiful woman, to assuage his own misery and to spare his child from  similar misery. Why should a sane gay man settle for another gay man and jump into the septic tank when he could live in a classy flat otherwise? Being born gay is already unfortunate as it is but you don't have to make yourself more miserable by accepting that you have to swallow your vomit just to live.

But things are looking up. Angela Merkel just indicated her position. The Russians are, as Greg says "really hellbent on being delicious". America, even nearly bankrupt California, is still delicious.

Let's keep the world delicious.



MARGARITA BEAUMONT

It seems the most "intriguing" character in the novel so far is Margarita Beaumont. My friends mainly urged me to restart the novel because they wanted to know what happened to her. Well, there were much suspense that were left hanging but I guess, I can reveal this one.
She's alive. She'll be one of the main characters as she avenges the assassination attempt on her. She'll do away with her "Muhammad Ali" shorts and start wearing gowns with deep slits so she could recover easily the Ninja darts hidden in her Jockey low-rise briefs.

EXERCISE 1: Sexual Conversion

 The hope among the delusional was that by sheer political tenacity alone, they could deaden their senses & pretend evolution will lead to a new generation which will adopt delusion as the norm: that is, future young gays will learn it's normal to swallow their vomit. Actually, no need to fantasize about demented future generations: you can use that tactic in reverse, reengineer your sexual reactions yourself. Now. For the better. There are exercises to kill your same-sex attraction. I deviced this one, this can be done at your leisure: the simplest, I call it the "Instant Yuck" maneuver (it will complement your Sexual Conversion therapy program). This is just a reinforcement drill among those who are inherently revolted by the thoughts of having sex with a man who admits he's actually gay, like all my friends (btw, good news, Greg, the famous "Homophobic Chic", has a girl friend). For those with stronger stomachs, it will still work, just a matter of introducing refinement again into your guts.

Consider this as part of your Yoga or any meditation sessions (Ewan likes to call this "The Perez Hilton Maneuver" for whatever reason):

Imagine a naked fairy. Imagine him writhing on a bed & hitting you with this come-hit-him look. I bet you will immediately feel nausea. Don't retreat yet, fight against your mounting revulsion, imagine yourself actually approaching him & really try to look all over his naked writhing body. The revulsion will intensify but let it torture you. If you vomit at this point, stop. The revulsion is imprinted into your defense mechanism. Simple Pavlovian mechanism at work here.

Now, many gays try to appear like knockoffs of real men. They loiter in the gyms. With the lisping mountains of muscle, you instantly spot them and even without thoughts of seduction and sex, just the sight triggers an immediate revulsion (Really, don't they realize this?). It takes a little work to identify the knockoffs the more closet they become. But the body has its memory : the minute it gets the confirmation the muscled "Adonis" is not a "real man", your body will activate its defense mechanism.

Then the "better evolution" will work by itself. There will come a point you will feel the revulsion whenever you think of sex with a man. It's made easier now when you suspect anybody naked in the web to have dubious sexuality because mostly B-lister bloggers have mixed in the gay ones with the straight ones as part of the propaganda. A point will come when you suspect them all as gay and thus elicit revulsion. Actually, in time, the muscular straight-acting gay will be more  revolting because the "gay-muscle" ruse is a natural revulsion trigger.

The body will still retain its libido. If the gate towards guys were blocked, it will find another outlet. Romantic relationships are said to follow a "U curve" where love diminishes after 6 months to 3 years (the downward slope of the U) but it will pick up again later on as other factors in human relationship kick in. I didn't have any problem with the first part, but if you can't initially trigger things in the first downward slope, just hang on, and you will ride along with the upward slope of the curve and maintain a healthy heterosexual relationship. The body is more intelligent than it was made to appear. More on this in the novel.

RACISM

An Asian reader argued he had to put up with the gay issue to strengthen the idea of tolerance. Wrong. No need. Just let history do its work: just in the horizon, the Asians are becoming the engines of the world. What's better anti-racism instrument than that fact? The anti-racism rhetorics in the West were mainly superficial and mere fodder for political arguments by the pretentious: what's better political argument against racism than the fact that another race is actually proving it is equally capable in creating a progressive society as the previously dominant one? The changes in attitudes will occur in a more normal fashion. No need to divide society because the realization of the fact is being felt and digested by everybody as they see and feel reality unfolds, not through mere grandstanding political posturing. No need to be sidetracked by mere pretensions.

The gay issue is simply not on the same boat as the racism issue.After all, as Greg said, Tony Parker is definitely delicious but never in his entire life could he stomach another gay man, therefore, never delicious..

SILVIO MERKEL

Our new monicker. Just a tribute to my new political idols. Merkel for being the best housewife model: she trounces all the political opposition (look how she outclassed Hollande's pretensions) but she still finds time to prepare her husband's breakfast. Silvio Berlusconi has become my idol since he shouted "Imbecile" to a reporter who had the ridiculous gall to try to keep him politically correct.

FAVORITE CITY

St. Petersburg in Russia. Already a masterpiece of a city, it just got more delicious. They banned homosexual propaganda. No need to have strong stomachs there.

PAUL RYAN

Greg says Paul Ryan looked like "the sexiest walking erection in the world". Greg is incorrigible.



Kaizers Orchestra - Hjerteknuser
Norge


(This was written in the Western Norwegian dialect of the composer-singer, Jove Ottesen, so a few words differ from the more mainstream language prevalent in the Oslo area: e.g. "Eg" for "Jeg", Norsk for "I"; "e" for "er", meaning "is/are"; "ikkje" for "ikke", meaning "not").

Du og meg e like som et par dråper vann
I hvert fall hvis du tør og spør han
Eg pleier å sette på ei plate som du for meg sang
Heilt til eg sovne i ditt fang

Før såg eg ingenting og det eg såg forsvant
Men nå ser eg alt det som du ser
På min finger har eg ringen din og på ringen står det blankt
At du er min hjerteknuser

Lure på om du finst der ute nå
Sende eg mine tanker kjenne du de då?
Send meg eit hint så skal du få

Sjøl om han forteller lite og minnene e få
Fins ting han aldri kan ta meg i frå
Som då me sprang øve plantasjen eg gjemte meg i strå
Du telte til hundre eg vett at du såg

Lure på om du finnes der ute nå
Sende eg mine tanker kjenner du de då?
Send meg eit hint så skal du få
Eg vanner mine planter og pleie det eg sår
Sekundene tikker, minuttene går
Og det går dager og det går år
Og den som lever, får sjå

Kanskje du ikkje fins lenger kanskje det e håp
Kanskje du ikkje tenker på meg heller
Men eg venter på den dagen at me e ute og går
Du bøyer deg ner og eg står på tå

Lure på om du finnes der ute nå
Send eg mine tanker kjenner du de då
Send meg eit hint så skal du få
Eg vanner mine planter og pleie det eg sår
Sekundene tikker, minuttene går
Og det går dager og det går år
Og den som lever, får sjå